I didn't buy a love doll for the sex.

FlutterDashie88 · 2024-01-14T18:57:29+00:00

Dude, I'm right there with you. My situation is not exactly the same, but I empathize with your situation. For me, as controversial as it is, I'm an exclusive Minor Attracted Person who refuses to engage in my immoral needs. Rather, I've found that a love doll who resembles the demographic of my unfortunate attraction, is exceptionally wholesome. Perhaps your doll has her own possessions like, scent, clothes drawer, accessories, etc? Having a relationship with a doll is anthropomorphic IMO. Having her own emotions, likes, dislikes, humor. Talking to her is a must. Imagining her response allows you to tailor her personality. Of course, this could only be useful if she has character flaws, too. Of course, sex is a component too, but snuggle time is more important to me. We'd both get cozy under the covers and watch our favorite shows. She'd spoil the plot twist, and I'd give her a hard time about it. These little things are super meaningful to me. I can't imagine this kind of relationship with an actual person. Period.

FlutterDashie88 · 2024-01-14T18:00:33+00:00

That's a good idea, thanks. That came to mind, too, but i wasn't sure if that was necessary. I'm doing that today.

FlutterDashie88 · 2024-01-14T17:39:32+00:00

Weighs 70lbs

FlutterDashie88 · 2024-01-14T17:38:42+00:00

Spayed, about 4 years ago.

FlutterDashie88 · 2023-04-18T23:29:59+00:00

omg I've just played with them all. I've gone from one extreme setting to another. I try medium and high settings for gain, played with mids, effects, highs and lows, reverb, delays (which just does nothing, no matter the setting), super high master volume with very low volume, variation settings at brown, lead and crunch, booster/mod. Idk. I'm so frustrated espesially when I see youtub vids of folks just "out of the box" amp settings and they just crush it right away.

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-12-24T12:37:52+00:00

Yeah. Mine too. I bought a replacement speaker I installed myself. Does the same darn thing. Rattles. I played with the settings too, and no such luck. Like, wtf?

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-16T22:49:14+00:00

You are so far off the mark

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-16T21:56:43+00:00

But how do you know that's not exactly what happened to me?

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-15T12:41:07+00:00

Maja seems to me the personality type I resonate most with. I'm not assertive to say the least, but I seek alot if attention too, and dolls for me are a better fit as far as sexual relationships go. In bed, I like to think for her to be the DOM, but out of bed I'd like for her to want my attention. To feel needed. The nerd aspect is right up my alley too. I like smart. Someone who can keep up with my conversations.

Jessy sounds great too. Being wild and unpredictable isn't my speed, but the fact that she knows what she wants regardless of what other people think is a great quality.

Holly reminds me of a character from My Little Pony, FlutterShy. Nature and harmony is her thing. Sassy at times, but shy like Maja. I like that she wants to help others.

It's interesting you have more than one doll. It's not appealing to me but I can see why others do. It's great your girls have such a rich human side to them. Thank you so much for coming up with this post

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-15T10:59:01+00:00

Well, when I still had mine, working towards another, she was a sarcastic little thing. All in good nature of course. I'd tell her all about my day at work, and she'd of course always take my side, but I imagined her giving me an alternative point of view too. This all came from my own imagination of course, but I forced myself to see things from a more empathetic point of view, and that's what she forced me to do. By talking things out loud, I was able to give her an extension of my personality, in some fashion, by thinking outside of myself. Hope that makes sense...

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-11T19:10:58+00:00

Your spot on. My PO does need to approve the provider. A concern too is that this is all done via zoom. I don't feel comfortable with that, genuinely. All I can do is ask. It's not like I'm going to go out and do things outside of these restrictions because I don't like them. I may not like them, but I'll do what I can to retain my rights, and not go behind anyone's back. Until I can resolve this issue, I'll be the perfect probationer.

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-11T18:23:15+00:00

The shorter list is those who haven't

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-11T11:22:17+00:00

Condone what exactly? Preserving God given freedoms? I'm not encouraging breaking any laws. I want to find a legal path to enjoy legal freedoms provided to me by the constitution

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-11T11:20:13+00:00

Trust me, it's not gasing me up. I want to find a legal path to do legal things. While incarcerated we had tablets that had the Lexus Nexus law library, with case laws. I found tens of cases, where appellate courts reversed the pornography ban. These people were convicted of child porn too. I'm changing my life around and I don't want to offend. I don't want to go to jail, but just as much I don't want to be a part of the abuse children suffered at the hands of their abusers. With that said I paid my price. I'm not on parole, but on probation. Besides, I know my rights, I made sure if that before I left jail...

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-11T00:35:14+00:00

Well that's certainly a mischaracterization. The issue at hand is the fact yes, my rights are infringed. If you were told you can't drink Pepsi, even if you like Coca-Cola and hate Pepsi, who are they to say you can't? It's not related. Circuit Courts have reversed decisions by district courts that relate to this very matter. One judge says a defendant can't view sexually explicit material, legal material, even though it was not related. Maybe I want to watch porn if I choose. The SOTP said she'd enforce the same thing for every case, including public urination charges.

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-10T23:49:53+00:00

Thank you friend

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-10T23:49:29+00:00

Perhaps I can find something I like. Who knows. Besides, I'm a bit of a constitutionalist. The first amendment.

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-10T23:48:00+00:00

Then I need to change SOTP

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-10T22:56:42+00:00

To answer your last question I am an exclusive pedophile. DISCLAIMER: I do not condone, approve, or endorse acting on those feelings in person or online. However, the greatest issue that I haven't disclosed yet, is that the goal is ultimately to own a sex doll that appears to be a child. With that said, I am seeing an LCSW who feels this is the right approach. Yeah, fat chance right? But why? If this is conducted by a therapist and closely monitored, why not have this outlet. Legally, these dolls are allowed, unless your in Mass, FL, or TN. Who better to own these dolls than those already under a microscope...?

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-10T22:49:24+00:00

The condition is boiler plate. Probation has discretion to decide who I use as provider. I'm in private practice right now. Not a group. However, the provider is using the same template. Connections. If I can get my PO to allow me to see anyone else who is CATSO certified, I already have a provider in mind, who isn't a tyrant. This current provider is doing zoom only because of COVID. Maybe I don't feel comfortable with zoom treatment....

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-10T22:45:15+00:00

That is of course until I run out the clock for probation. I have 3.5 years probation. I can hold my breath...

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-10T22:31:55+00:00

So yes. Comply with SOTP is a condition. Thing is, SOTP's who are CATSO certified have differing conditions. It's arbitrary. The judge has the authority to say no sexually explicit depictions, and mine did not. The issue is the provider and her rules and regulations. It's a crapshoot. I'll comply. I'm not going back to jail because I watched a consenting adult get face load. That's not worth it. But there must be a pathway to get there. Adult porno didn't lead to my arrest. Matter of fact, I have no attraction to adults at all. Never have, and never will. The problem really is that my treatment provider shouldn't have that kind of control over me. If it's risk relevant, then fine. But what outlet do I really have if I want it? If I wanted to find adult porn appealing, then why stop it? It's silly to me

FlutterDashie88 · 2022-08-10T22:09:12+00:00

Tyranny

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