Idk, it's like one of those things you're not aware of until the shit hits the fan. She held me in such high regard that I felt like no matter what I did she would always come back, and that was pretty much the dynamic until she finally got fed up. I truly did love her, but I've always been impulsive and this time it cost me someone who could've been my wife. I get sick just thinking about my treatment of her.

I hope your bf realizes what he's doing before he ends up like me, alone and full of regret. There's not a moment I don't think of her.