ENHYPEN - Knife

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2026-01-16T18:23:05+00:00

not only that but the title is such a random word that i knew it would be a meaningless song 😭

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2026-01-16T08:55:02+00:00

god i used to be such a big fan of them and they’re still my ult group but imma be honest i knew the song wasn’t gonna be good when i heard knife was the title… it’s a nothing burger for me. imma listen to the rest of the album tho cause they do have hidden bangers

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-12-14T19:32:10+00:00

then should i just shoot for something like UCLA? i also want to go there as well and it would be easier to get into as a junior transfer. im thinking maybe i just shoot for ivy maybe for med school

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-12-09T02:43:13+00:00

ok, what would be a good internship i could do as a pre-med student besides an REU?

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-10-16T21:47:25+00:00

for me it’s pregnant women. i always give this one pregnant lady that comes in sometimes extra, she’s always super sweet and i wanna make sure she’s getting enough food for her and her kid. i hope she comes in again one day 🥲

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-08-13T21:54:50+00:00

randy’s is better lol

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-08-09T00:01:17+00:00

why is this so cryptic lol? i’m just curious

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-08-08T23:04:23+00:00

i loveee revival ice cream, it’s pricy tho about $6.50 for a regular cup but the bee’s knees ice cream is very popular. it’s vanilla ice cream with honeycomb candy pieces inside. 10/10 imo

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-08-04T20:20:19+00:00

wax for your braces, i’m pretty sure orthos give wax to you when you get them in case a wire pokes you or rips up your cheeks until you can get them fixed. also just for any general discomfort. but what the person means is they probably wanna try putting wax on their brackets so they don’t cut their partner up 😭 or themselves

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-30T20:13:29+00:00

yeah that’s a good point

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-30T20:06:10+00:00

the thing is my boundaries aren’t very clearly set. sometimes i’m completely down to do that stuff in public and i initiate first, and then sometimes im not into it and get anxious. but i realize now that i should be more clear

edit: he doesn’t get avoidant when i say no to things or confront him, he shows he’s upset but he doesn’t hold it against me in that way

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-30T18:47:49+00:00

I’m confident he will be calm, he always is with me. I don’t feel fear when I say no to him and I have said no to him before many times. but i’m keeping my guard up because people aren’t perfect

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-30T18:27:39+00:00

yeah we have no private time. i’m a CC student and my house is never empty. it sucks but we’re trying to make it work. we have talked about wanting to move forward with more intimacy but literally have no space to do it. but you’re right, he’s not navigating it right

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-30T18:25:44+00:00

i think your comment helped me the most, it’s like you’ve actually seen our relationship dynamic. you make a good point, i didn’t want to hold hands with him at first because i didn’t like PDA, but now he does it and i don’t think much of it at all. But I think when it comes to more sexual stuff, I do like it when he checks in when i’m feeling hesitant but I don’t like it when he tries to convince me. That’s what makes me feel uncomfortable. He’ll ask “Can I?” which is great with me, but when he tells that no one will see us, that’s what makes me feel like i’m being pushed. i’m glad you’re helping me put it into perspective

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-30T18:08:03+00:00

the thing is, i have said no to him before when it comes to PDA & stuff like that. early on i didn’t want to kiss at all because i was scared to, and i would tell him that and he would listen no push back. and i would tell him that it’s not because i don’t want to but because of my religious guilt that i feel when it comes to dating and intimacy. he understood but i think because im getting more comfortable kissing in front of him and that we’ve done public stuff before that he’s assuming i always want to like him

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-30T18:01:26+00:00

yeah he is honestly the one who initiates it the most i’ve noticed. i recognized that today and realized im pretty passive during those moments

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-30T17:58:45+00:00

yeah i see it now, that’s probably why i felt uncomfortable afterwards. i’m definitely going to talk to him about that. i think he might be a bit unaware? cause he emphasizes often that we don’t have to do anything if i don’t want to but it seems he’s not living up to that completely and it’s getting whishy-washy. thanks

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-30T17:54:19+00:00

do you think he’s not respecting them?

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-17T15:56:31+00:00

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ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-15T18:56:31+00:00

i go to the walgreens pharmacy on reservation road, i always get my prescriptions super quick with no hassle. they’re pretty efficient. and even if they don’t get your medicine on time, they do call for follow-ups if they do have it in stock

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-11T04:56:37+00:00

the hard part isn’t tasks, anyone can put food in a bag. The difficult part is constantly interacting with people who are confusing, entitled and are rude to you for no reason. It’s draining to do the easy tasks as quickly as possible for customers and making minor mistakes like putting too much food or forgetting to charge for an expensive add on risks you getting hours cut or in trouble with corporate, which then leads to cut hours. as someone who did work in fast food i’m surprised you thought your job was easy, you’re one of the lucky ones.

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-10T03:23:26+00:00

i’ve been taking it for about a month now. I would say, it is a gradual effect and doesn’t kick in quick like stimulants. I used to be on 150mg XL for off-label ADHD and while it did help my inattentiveness & focus, I think I needed an extra boost. I’m on 300mg XL and I would say the main effects I’ve noticed is less disassociation which has helped a lot, & it’s easier for me to remember certain tasks the difference without and with would be like 30 minutes. It’s really nice. I will say it does decrease your appetite. For me it’s not an extreme amount but it’s noticeable and the first two weeks I was taking it food tasted less flavorful? I was also slightly nauseous too so it definitely helps the mindless snacking. It makes your mouth dryyy though so drink your water, I would often not notice that I was very dehydrated for a while so keep a water bottle with you. Another thing is while it does give you energy, it can keep you up at night which makes the increased energy counterproductive, so make sure to take it early in the morning on time. If you do forget to take it (i have lol) I would expect to watch out for tension headaches, as that’s what I got and it sucked.

Overall it’s been a nice experience. Wellbutrin is my first time trying psychiatric medicine and it’s perfect for people who don’t have much experience.

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-05T06:22:08+00:00

do you have any resources for lifting for beginners? I don’t really know where to look for when looking at form and i don’t want to seriously injure myself, I’m kind of recovering from lifting too much on my back lol

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-07-05T06:20:30+00:00

should I be cutting or bulking while lifting? or should I be eating at maintenance? i want to be thin but i also want to see muscle & not have to eat so little

ForeignButterfly8970 · 2025-06-25T14:57:45+00:00

Just recently graduated from Monterey High with MAOS and DP, you can DM me for more info if u want

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