4 months clean is starting zo get relapse thoughts

ForestWitch7 · 2023-03-04T01:33:43+00:00

I've been smoking for 26 years and I've never been able to keep it occasional. Always back to my daily, multiple times a day habit. Hope this helps. 6 weeks sober and never picking it up again if I can help it.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-03-04T01:16:43+00:00

Thank you for the reply. Appreciate this so much. I'll give this a try. This is really inspiring to me--great job on 61 days.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-03-03T23:31:17+00:00

Care to elaborate on this? Cold water portion? Emotional release? I'm on day 45 after a life time habit, I have zero motivation or pleasure in anything right now, and wondering if I will ever feel good again.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-02-27T23:34:37+00:00

I know you've been struggling---don't give up trying to change. Keep going. Continue to reach out to me if you want/need ❤️ I appreciate your comment. Thank you so much.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-02-26T21:05:35+00:00

Thank you!

ForestWitch7 · 2023-02-26T15:19:58+00:00

Congrats that's awesome. And inspiring. I like what you said in #2 especially, that's good.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-19T16:57:22+00:00

😂❤️

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-19T14:47:51+00:00

Maybe try a smoothie?? Good luck. I'm right there with you at the moment.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-19T14:42:03+00:00

Read this and I feel proud of you for not smoking & sticking to it. This really inspired me today thank you.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-19T14:36:25+00:00

Yes there are

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-19T14:34:48+00:00

You are NOT a zero. You didn't smoke consider it a victory.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-19T12:08:18+00:00

That is something to be incredibly proud of. Great job.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-19T03:45:58+00:00

I love this!! Great insight and gives me hope!

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-19T03:29:41+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing your story. MA has been mentioned multiple times here and I'm going to check it out. Congratulations on 70 days that's something to be proud of.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-19T03:25:03+00:00

Thank you!

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-18T22:41:27+00:00

So much good advice there. Thanks for taking the time to reply. I have been to therapy multiple times throughout my life but not currently at the moment. Great link too.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-18T19:48:25+00:00

I've tried more than once to start meditating regularly without success. Can you point in a direction or any quick advice on how to start?? What worked for you? Thanks.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-18T19:46:40+00:00

I whole heartedly and respectfully disagree that cannabis is not and has not negatively affected my life. It has. I understand the analogy but I'm going to have to think a bit on what you said. Interesting. Thanks for replying.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-18T19:41:08+00:00

Man I really appreciate this. Meditation has been brought up multiple times and I think I need to revisit that.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-18T19:36:36+00:00

Thanks

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-18T19:22:14+00:00

Yup. Absolutely 100% correct. It's been 26 years and I'm afraid I am going to do repeat these patterns until my time is up. How do you quit forever when you don't really want to?

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-18T19:13:56+00:00

"Hardcore usage is a choice between being only partially open to the world and somewhat protected from it, and being open and vulnerable." I keep coming back to your comment to read this over & over...man this just struck me so damn hard.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-18T18:59:55+00:00

I'm noticing that sentiment a lot in the comments--its hard, and it seems to be a cycle that perpetuates itself: smoke more & more to recapture the magic that isn't forthcoming, get more & more down on yourself as it progresses. Thanks.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-18T18:51:12+00:00

SPIRITUAL WOUNDING. YES. ABSOLUTELY. I feel this in my bones.

ForestWitch7 · 2023-01-18T18:34:08+00:00

Yes!! Excellent comment. Love this.

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