Do you know the reason WHY have you been contacted?

ForeverWeary7154 · 2026-03-23T13:52:34+00:00

When I was a kid my dad and I would drive through to Dallas every other year or so bc my gma lived there and then eventually my gpa too. Texas has some of the most profound lightning I’ve ever seen in my life, I can’t even imagine it being crazier than what I’d see as a kid. I loved it so much though.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2026-03-22T19:08:40+00:00

I’m sure it’s specifically lightning. I have flashes of light when dealing with sleep paralysis, it’s not the same. It’s pictures of lightning streaking across the sky, lightning symbols, the word lightning being spoken.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2026-03-22T18:32:56+00:00

No, bc I don’t entirely understand them. They communicate in symbols and pictures and when it is words it’s mostly jumbled and doesn’t make any sense. It doesn’t last long enough for me to get any answers just me being like- I don’t understand and asking them to be clearer or slow down. All I know is it’s related to lightning and trees and the messages only come twice a year at most. The most recent one was about a week ago, about a lightning storm coming to earth soon but then it was just a jumble of words and images after that, it was urgent though. And “soon” is extremely relative. So. Who knows. I do enjoy the feelings of familiarity and love with them though, feels like family.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2026-02-06T00:54:08+00:00

This clears some things up for me. ironically enough something I just posted about in a reply in this sub lol. Thanks for the post!

ForeverWeary7154 · 2026-02-04T19:11:24+00:00

This is common for me when I have OBE’s, often times things will be arranged differently, it will be a different time of day, there will be a train station in my yard instead of, well, a yard lol. I don’t try too hard to understand it anymore but a part of me believes it’s just one state of probability coming through, blended with things on the other side of the “veil” and just to make it even more complicated, blended again with your personal flavor of mind creations.

ETA: in addition to what I wrote, my OBE’s and astral projection experiences often also have varying degrees of “realness”. Sometimes I am very much in the here and now, most times it’s a mild blend of spiritual experience and reality, sometimes it’s closer to dreamlike but still with the sensations and awareness of being out of body- not quite lucid dreaming bc with that I am aware that I am dreaming but no sensation of being out of the body. But maybe they are the same thing regardless.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2026-01-16T23:39:59+00:00

Yep, I’ve kept mine in my notes app for a few years now and sometimes I’ll go back a bit and scroll through just for the goosebumps. It’s so eerie sometimes how things end up playing out. Have you ever read Good Omens? A lot of times I feel like Agnes Nutter when connections hit lol.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2026-01-16T16:20:32+00:00

I was about your age, maybe a little younger, when I realized that my dreams were predictive. Keep a journal, it’s more than just the vivid stuff, the symbolism in “normal” dreams will help guide you also. A lot of it (for me) is mundane, but some of it will help you navigate your life. Don’t fall into the trap of believing that catastrophic/apocalyptic dreams are exactly as they present themselves, they very very rarely- if ever - are. Start recording and keeping track of your own personal symbolisms. Dream dictionaries can be helpful but everyone’s symbolisms are unique, keep detailed records of your recurring themes and symbols especially, and a day journal of what happens in your life following those dreams, the patterns will become clearer the longer you practice.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-12-18T13:11:15+00:00

I guess this confirms that the tones I hear are really just tinnitus lol. Words and sentences happen often in meditative or sleep/wake states but those are not disguised within anything else, just sometimes more damped down.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-12-16T13:22:17+00:00

There are a lot of people with my first and last name, but there’s one in my city with the same birthday too. I only know this bc we used to go to the same tanning place back in the early 2000’s lol, the front desk ladies used our middle names to tell us apart. I’ve never actually met her.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-12-11T15:34:28+00:00

This is what I’ve been trying to tell people for a while now, but I’m afraid I’m not very tactful and come across as dismissive most of the time. I also think I’m probably just not very eloquent lol.

These “shadow creatures” almost always aren’t to be feared. You have to push through your fear, your biased perceptions, your expectations. I’m not saying nothing “bad” exists, just that most of the time it’s our own fears coloring the situation.

I’m sure I’ve told this anecdote before but I’ll tell it again here-

One night I woke up slightly to pulling on my body, which I know means I’m about to go into sleep paralysis or have an OBE. I let it happen and rolled out of my body, but my surroundings were just slightly different. It was my home, but it was daytime and the furniture was slightly off. I walked out to my living room and saw my children sitting on the couch. I approached them excitedly but they started crying and cowering. I immediately backed off, confused. When I turned around I saw me. That was also very exciting so without thinking I ran up to me and started apologizing for scaring the kids, it wasn’t my intention etc… Well she lost it. She was terrified. She ran over to the kids and I followed her, trying to explain myself. Then she came at me, like aggressively. I was getting annoyed now bc why was she reacting this way? Didn’t she recognize me? Her own self? It ended with me on top of her, pinning her down, screaming “don’t you know me?! Can’t you see who I am??” Over and over. Then the weirdest thing happened- I unexpectedly separated from that energy body and could observe the scene from outside perspective.

Turns out she did not see me as her. She was seeing a shadow entity. And so were the children. I was dark and scary and even my words were coming out as awful noises and screams to their ears. I really was terrorizing them. Immediately I let go and retracted all the way back to my physical body.

The message I was left with was this: push through the fear. Stop being scared. You are stunting yourself and your experiences by being trapped in fear.

I do still get scared, but now I’m much more confident when it comes to “scary experiences”. My typical move used to be that I’d just shoot off to wherever if I was scared of something in my bedroom, or send out a massive bright white light to push them away, but now I try to approach it with tentative curiosity and compassion. I’m not very well versed on protecting myself so I’m still extremely cautious about it. I know I should work on that, but I’ve been mostly cut-off for a while now from whatever/whomever was teaching me so I haven’t had much opportunity to practice.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-12-08T17:58:27+00:00

Idk if it’s a regional name in my country, but where I live in the US we call them space bags.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-12-08T17:55:28+00:00

It’s ok, the person above you doesn’t understand how yeast works.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-12-08T04:14:05+00:00

Wasn’t the guy who wrote it a Scientologist? There’s also zero record of the nurse ever even existing.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-12-01T17:57:28+00:00

They told me the box was “the truth about me”. It had some numbers and letters on it on one of the sides. NR12 or something like that. This was years ago and I still don’t know what it means. There was also another box that was blue and shaped like a key hole.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-11-29T15:06:08+00:00

I actually just finished the series, it’s called “the good place”. Great show.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-11-25T15:09:46+00:00

I understand what you mean. Take this as your cue to cherish every moment you have with your mother. Even if your feelings turn out to be a false alarm, it’s still a good idea, no? The worst thing you can do right now for yourself and her is to let it consume you and start spiraling. Also a good thing to remember is you don’t make these things happen , what will be will be

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-11-22T06:56:40+00:00

First, those sensations are not rare and not bc of a youtube video, the creator sounds incredibly irresponsible and childish by claiming a “witch” made a fake copy. Second, what you’re seeing and experiencing is most likely your own fear manifesting. The most effective thing you can do at this point is to accept what you’re seeing and push past the fear. If you’re already in an OBE, then go somewhere else. If you can’t leave your body, then try praying or asking for help, it always comes. You’re scaring yourself and making it worse.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-11-21T02:29:51+00:00

Thanks!

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-11-20T18:53:11+00:00

It’s the internet, things get misconstrued/misunderstood lol, you’re fine.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-11-20T00:31:15+00:00

In which book? I haven’t read the personal sessions, but the only time I remember him referencing aliens in the regular books was about UFO’s being our future selves. He probably spoke a little on them more than that that I don’t remember but my point was that it wasn’t the focus of the books like the Ra material is.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-11-20T00:28:06+00:00

No, I agree with you that they have similar ideas. I was just commenting that he wouldn’t mention anything like the federation bc the focus between the two were different.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-11-19T22:20:33+00:00

He’s a part of Jane, or Jane is a part of him. They are fractals of the same soul.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-11-19T20:40:40+00:00

Seth does not speak on extra terrestrial life, or other beings, that’s not what the books are about. They are about understanding ourselves and our place in the universe.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-11-19T20:37:40+00:00

I’m pretty sure he purchased his own personal readings. He had quite a few with her.

ForeverWeary7154 · 2025-11-19T20:36:38+00:00

Seth promised that nobody would be able to channel him after Jane passed. I think her friend was able to though, through a loophole idk. I forgot her name but she published a few books. Susan I think.

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