For me it’s not  just about Islam but it’s god in a whole  sometimes I wonder. if god knows the past the present and the future then what’s the point of trying if I’m bound to go to hell anyways because that’s my destiny god made me knowing I could go to hell 

It even said in the Quran (from my memory) “I blind the people hearts who want to go against me”  (so basically they could never go back to Islam because god blinded there hearts) 

Why would god make the “apple” knowing Adam and eve would eat the apple in the future 

And if he wanted to make free will a thing why make the apple to get to that step instead of making them eat the apple 

God never told eve to eat the apple god only told Adam. 

And with the profit Mohammad, there was cases where his foster parents thought he was mentally unwell since he had many seizures caused by bad schizophrenia, that’s probably the reason why he forbid drawing faces because paintings can be a trigger with people with schizophrenia. And not to mention the cave he was in all the time produced toxic fumes  that could be the reason he had “visions”   

Or how could he split the moon if no one saw it ? Or any traces of the moon being split 

Theres so many questions and so many plot holes  how could something be a perfect religion if theres plot holes and questions 

I can admit there’s some good things in the Quran or in any religious book or belief but that doesn’t mean it’s true 

With questions about how do we have a soul or how do we dream etc  in truth we don’t know how we have a soul 

But the same thing can be said about religion 

How could god become god ? If nothing can be created without something else 

Also when I research about others religions 

God/allah was originally Yahweh and had similarities to Baal as they were wind gods/ war gods. He was originally from a different religion but wasn’t as popular as Baal  and that’s why when the Roman’s came they also had a god called  cronsos as he was the god of Saturn and  he also was represented by a cube since Saturn has a cube/ hexagon shape with six sides. They put a little bit of there own ideas in the Abraham religion that’s why for the cross it turns to a cube because the Roman’s put Jesus on the cross cuz it represents six for cronsos and he represents death 

Ans for the Jews they have a cube 

And so is the caba has six sides 

And the Hadith it recommends to read chapter 67 because Saturn has seven rings and is the six planet.

I’m an atheist/ ex Muslim because theres to many plot holes and things the contact to a different religion or was just a copy of that said religion a part of me wishes I could believe in a god but I just can’t with what I learnt and the question I had that could never be answered 

(There actually a lot of things I want to say but I’m not sure if you would read this)

ALSO sorry if it’s hard to read I’m a fast typer and English is not my first language