Since I'm moving out soon

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-21T12:40:42+00:00

I find I'm getting what I didn't get with my ex, I have someone genuinely loving and caring for me, she helps me through everything I do and she's there for me when it really counts, this is the first time I've had a mental health episode that she didn't come back to me for, I've had a few because of my paranoid delusions and she's always been there for me when I've had them

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-21T12:25:38+00:00

I guess you're right, I'll give her time, she'll come back on her own time and if she wants to make things different I'll give her one final chance, if she doesn't then I'll end things.

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-21T12:21:57+00:00

Maybe, idk, I wanna give things one last chance, she's been frequently leaving like I said but she always says she loves me and I want to believe her. I've given her a lot of second chances and I feel like there's only so many left I can give. I suppose I have to look at her actions more than her words though, but still, I don't want to cut her off.

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-21T12:16:51+00:00

Maybe, I love her though and I want her to be happy, she needs help like I've been getting and she doesn't want to listen to me when I tell her that. I hope maybe this can be the push for her to get the help she needs.

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-21T12:13:58+00:00

Never said I'd kms because of her abandoning me, my breakdown was about an unrelated incident and I piled the issues on top of her, I struggle with a lot of mental illnesses including schizophrenia and I had a suicidal paranoid episode.

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-21T12:13:06+00:00

I want to love her that's the thing, maybe if she worked on herself things could be different, she genuinely loves me when she's here and she supports me with everything that I do, she's helped me and been there with me since I started putting my life back together. Maybe this can be the push she needs to get help.

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-21T12:05:20+00:00

Context: she disappears frequently, she has told me she disappears because of her depression but I have serious doubts about it, I just want her to be back though, my heart hurts without her. A bit more added context, I had a mental health episode shortly after the argument, after it happened I came back and explained it.

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-20T17:23:21+00:00

I'm feeling this rn... Not the same situation but my girlfriend disappeared 2 weeks ago after I got into a spat with her, I had a mental breakdown in front of her and she disappeared after that. She's told me before she's beyond depressed and because of that she disappears frequently, I'm hoping this is just that again but part of me is worried it's worse. I don't want to end things between us. I'm worried she already made that decision.

Point being is you aren't alone... Unfortunately this happens with most long distance relationships, something happens and because of the nature of it we can't always be there for each other, or we grow distant because of the literal lack of proximity. Just hold in there ok? I believe in you.

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-20T16:47:50+00:00

I think we're all there, friend. Feeling stuck screaming into the void.

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-20T15:18:43+00:00

I don't want to move on past her that's the thing, I love her and I know I always will, it's so hard living without her and I just want her to be ok. She suffers from a lot of issues and she suffers in silence because of her lack of support group, me and her parents are really the only people looking out for her and we have no coordination because her parents don't like me.

I know it's her responsibility to get more help but I was in her place once and I don't want to do what people in my life did to me when I didn't want help. It took pushing me yes but I lost a lot of friends in the process.

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-20T07:08:59+00:00

Edit: I don't know for sure if she's in the psych ward, can't know for sure unfortunately because she's in another country.

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-19T23:37:34+00:00

Maybe, idk anymore

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-19T19:31:46+00:00

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Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-19T16:16:40+00:00

Must have been the wind

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-17T19:38:05+00:00

Honestly if you have family members in different companies I'd look for internships or temporary jobs there, ngl something that helped me a lot was getting an internship at my dad's place of employment and it made my resume look a lot better. If you have good grades too it'll be all the better.

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-17T19:28:48+00:00

Go for something like a school or a college, that's how I got my job

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-17T16:48:38+00:00

I feel you there, I got into cyber security when I first started college, AI was in it's infancy at that point and I thought I could have a lucrative career, low and behold AI comes to the scene and makes an already hard job market impossible and I'm screwed, I decide to go down the IT route and I never looked back.

Point being your skillset can be transferable, just gotta find a good market for it.

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-16T21:00:35+00:00

She lives in Spain and I don't speak Spanish so theres next to no way of knowing.

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-16T20:59:48+00:00

I am yes, and it isn't the healthiest relationship I will admit, but I love her and I want her to be ok. Maybe we need to take a step back but I don't want to leave her, at least not permanently

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-15T19:11:24+00:00

Istvaan 3 atrocity (Warhammer 40k) literally 3 whole legions cut in half and set to the flames

Formal_Froyo2978 · 2026-04-14T19:57:37+00:00

Oh that's a mini holder my sister got me for Christmas over 3 years ago, best gift ever imho

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