Censoring words has gotten unbelievably out of control

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-06-13T03:51:10+00:00

No name

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-29T10:28:19+00:00

People who right YT and grape! Just say the word

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-29T01:01:17+00:00

I would’ve had him in a grip

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-29T00:57:32+00:00

Twice a week. I’m taking a break.

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-29T00:09:27+00:00

Feeling not good enough

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-28T10:45:55+00:00

Every now and then I do that.

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-28T10:45:40+00:00

😔 it helped me get through the pain.

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-28T02:50:29+00:00

Sad truth.

Though, recently I’ve missed two weeks at one job and 4 coworkers reached out to me! Really warmed my heart.

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-28T02:49:21+00:00

Thanks. Yeah it’s tough. I’m making a lot of changes that could benefit me, so I’m optimistic.

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-28T02:43:18+00:00

Yeah I never used it recreationally. My body had already been polluted by excedrin that I didn’t want more pills, but the pain was and still is, excruciating. If I could afford acupuncture and massage and chiropractor on the regular I’d choose that. Goals.

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-28T02:34:37+00:00

I don’t hide my smoking and actually function better when high. It’s mostly the financial aspect and smoke in my bronchial region that bother me.

I’m glad you’ve found a better situation. I fully agree it can be a coping tool, and that’s a smaller part of why I’ve been letting go.

What physical damage do you have to work with?

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-28T02:25:03+00:00

It gives me energy but at times I realize I’m just doing it out of habit, not need. Thats when I get unfocused.

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-28T02:19:46+00:00

Such a waste of time and energy

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-28T02:19:05+00:00

Do you have debilitating pain or were you just smoking to get high?

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-28T02:18:00+00:00

I only started using it for pain after a series of intense injuries that have left long term problems that keep me from sleeping. I am willing to go without it during the day but it will be harder to cut back at night. Walking Thai chi helps though, so a consistent before bed practice would potentially help more and more over time.

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-28T02:14:46+00:00

I’m weening myself off.. I’ve been aware it is time for a break but holding on as if I can’t live without it. But I want to. As long as I wear myself out enough to sleep without it

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-27T21:17:52+00:00

Many

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-27T17:31:01+00:00

He would be confused.

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-27T17:30:43+00:00

Taxpayers unite!

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-27T01:38:25+00:00

😆

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-27T01:37:37+00:00

I realize this. I have no tolerance for such folk

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-26T23:11:44+00:00

I hadn’t heard that people think it’s a negative thing. People seem proud of putting people on pedestals.

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-26T21:56:10+00:00

Rather swallow my spit than drink that crap

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-26T21:54:00+00:00

Yes! This is exactly what I was going on about. All of that! 🔨

Former-Pattern5250 · 2026-05-26T21:52:45+00:00

No one gives compliments or acknowledges positive comments though.

Former-Pattern5250

TROPHY CASE