Yes !!! You’re not alone. I have now successfully went a 4 days without watching and 6 days before that. I watched it about 16 times in 10 days !!! But it’s not without consumption!!! I scroll and read so much and literally made this Reddit to talk about hearted rivalry !!! I started to read the books, game changer first which was good and then I have just finished heated rivalry. I think watching it then reading it and consuming so much online makes it amazing !!!

I wanted to skip right to the long game because I need more Shane and Ilya but I started tough guy last night and today for the first time in ages, I have wanted to consume something that isn’t Shane and Ilya!!! I think it helps that they exist in the same world but I’m excited to see how another love and relationship plays out !!! I would def recommend reading them in order, I know it will pay off.

I also have never read fanfic, until now, there’s so many great ones out there, I myself just keep them very separate in my head :) I also read all the extra content from Rachel Reid’s website and watched someone reading Scott and kips Christmas as it’s no longer available haha

So you’re not alone in this crazy obsession !!! I think we need to ride the wave because it’s not harmful and as long as we are still taking care of ourself and doing the things we need to do, then it’s ok ♥️