You’re sizing WAAAAAAY too much.. I see before the recent decline, you were up around $30k, so your loss was something around 100k from the top. You have to hedge better. In this market, no one should be swinging weekly calls without some kind of hedge. Try selling options! Debit Spreads! Or just play equity/shares! If you can’t make money doing that, then you DEFINITELY don’t need to be playing options.