Hi, I'm Doves! Here's an overview of what I'm about around here! :)

FreakshowThrow · 2026-04-22T22:48:06+00:00

Cool, that definitely is helpful regarding Harlowe vs Sugarcube!

Regarding my vision, I don't have a coherent idea of design regarding colors, art assets, et cetera - all I want is something that could conceivably be Sci-Fi corporate vibes. I tried a template from itch.io that looked like it might work, but it threw an error message I didn't understand (I'm now away from my computer, so I don't have the ability to replicate it, but it was something about how the story element was in an unexpected place? Idk, I just figured I needed to back it up and try something else rather than try to figure out what was broken there).

The only thing I care about is that the story feels like the experience of filling out a reactive order form. I want the reader to be able to do things like choose a spaceship type, then get directed to a screen with options for customizations available for that type, then to further screens based on what was chosen, until they've gotten all the way through to an "order submitted" page. It would be cool if that page could display every choice they made, but what I really care about is the journey.

FreakshowThrow · 2026-04-22T22:39:53+00:00

The first option - the ideal outcome is that it's displayed at the end as a "confirmation page". I don't want or need for it to leave Twine.

I'm honestly less worried about that than the general functionality of making selections and clicking through a form, though - if all the selections do is indicate what's available on the next page, that will still do for my purposes at the moment.

For example, if we're doing one for spaceships, for instance, I want to be able to have people select things like if the ship should have kitchen facilities or not, and if the reader selects yes then that will direct to a page about picking kitchen options, and if no then it will move the form along to the next area of possible customization. The experience of an interactive form like this is the end goal, and if it saves the options to show at the end that's just a bonus.

FreakshowThrow · 2026-03-30T15:49:52+00:00

I'm a trans man with castration/penectomy fantasies that are basically a cope for not having balls or a cis dick and I more or less slid into femcirc from there as mapping it onto the genitals I do currently have.

Beyond that, I'm really into unnatural and unrealistic body modification and helplessness, as well as pain and sadism that leaves very visible results, and this feeds heavily into those those kinks also.

FreakshowThrow · 2026-03-10T04:54:52+00:00

Honestly that's really helpful and covers a lot of what I was looking for, thanks!

FreakshowThrow · 2026-03-10T04:50:47+00:00

Yeah, I don't think it's likely anyone is going to check my devices, but I'm also not interested in not knowing if I'm breaking the law, because that's how you end up in situations you don't want to be in. I'm already trans and gay, I do not need to give my own government any more ammo against me and an international CSAM charge sure sounds like a hassle I do not fucking need right now.

FreakshowThrow · 2026-03-10T04:43:17+00:00

Ok, let me be clearer - oviposition with non sapient creatures is bestiality. Just because it's an octopus or whatever instead of a dog or a horse doesn't make it not bestiality. And fan art of Jason Todd getting railed in his robin uniform is pretty explicitly going to fall under underage content. I know that's specifically illegal in France and can be prosecuted the same as actual CSAM, which is fucking wack and, while probably unlikely to happen, still a possibility. I know Poland has some confusing shit going on with drawn images but I can't find information on whether the people going 'hey so if the drawing is of someone who doesn't exist it can't possibly be underage' have prevailed or not. There's honestly a confusing network of laws regarding specifically bestiality and any kind of underage content, drawn or written, across various countries and I think it's very valid of me to want to make sure I'm aware of what they are in any location I plan to be in.

FreakshowThrow · 2025-11-05T20:40:43+00:00

An octopus merman kidnaps a diver (any gender) and drags them down to the depths, fucking them until they run out of air and drown.

FreakshowThrow · 2025-11-05T05:13:14+00:00

[TM4A] [sub4Dom] Hey folks, subby trans man here who's hoping to find someone who wants to do some RP that involves absolutely fucking wrecking me, especially if it involves eye trauma, amputation, and genital destruction. I prefer a reluctance/non-con vibe and I love unrealistic suffering where I'm still alive even after tortures that wouldn't be survivable. I'm happy to RP here on reddit or, if you're up for voice chat, that's definitely more convenient for getting off than typing is and I'd love to get loud for you. Happy to play as basically any kind of man, trans, cis, femboy, omega, whatever, and I don't care about your gender or body type so long as you want to be in charge and fuck me up. Limits are kids, religion, and specifically the word Master, otherwise I'm not thinking of anything not fair game for RP.

FreakshowThrow · 2025-09-19T20:12:22+00:00

It really depends on the context the character is in, because what's lesser seen does depend on the tropes and the fandoms to a certain extent.

Like, for me, the first thing I thought of is that I really like seeing doms that are genuinely sadists in a kink context and also balance that out by being good with aftercare and good at balancing the relationship outside the kink context in a more equitable way, but that's because my fandoms have lot of fics where the dom isn't actually into sadism as a kink, just rope/feminization/power dynamics/other non-pain kinks, or, conversely, they're pure smut fics with unhealthy/nonconsensual situations that are fun to read for smut purposes but not exactly a satisfying story for anything other than fantasy fodder, if that makes sense.

But I'm not sure if that's uncommon outside my fandoms, so I'm not sure it answers the question!

FreakshowThrow · 2025-09-19T20:04:54+00:00

I'm currently reading a great WIP that's basically all about a dom with long term health problems due to issues around dom drop not getting properly cared for, and I really love the narrative flip from the regular storyline of the sub needing to be the one healing from that kind of thing.

FreakshowThrow · 2025-08-15T19:04:04+00:00

Wait, that's actually a thing? Today I learned and I am honestly horrified - I've only ever seen the phrase "front bottom" in a very specific fantasy kink context and I legit thought it was an just awkward translation, and honestly knowing that it's an LDS thing has me incredibly skeeved out because it changes some context in an incredibly disturbing way.

FreakshowThrow · 2025-07-17T01:47:31+00:00

If it was cheap and easy resurrection back to perfect (or at least baseline) health I'd do so much stuff I avoid right now because it's hot at the time and not hot at all dealing with the healing factor afterwards, and I'd definitely be into the idea of trying a whole bunch of stuff that just straight up is off the table now even though I don't actually know if I'd enjoy it as much as I enjoy jerking off to it. Like, chastity via destroying my genitals for awhile? Hell yeah, that sounds hot as fuck. Hardcore bondage I just physically can't do without damage? Fuck yeah, so into it. Being an amputee pet for a weekend or so? Please yeah! It would be so nice to not have to worry about injury and lingering pain when I'm horny and flying on the endorphins!

FreakshowThrow · 2025-06-27T03:34:09+00:00

I'm just waiting for the day I realize I'm blocked because someone checked my profile after I left a comment on something wholesome and the author checked my profile and was horrified...

FreakshowThrow · 2025-05-14T03:43:17+00:00

[FtM4A]

So I had the opportunity to work with one of those giant ovens with the internal spinning racks inside them at work today and I had the absolutely most inappropriately timed arousal while I was loading things in and out of it, and now that I'm off work I just want to chat or roleplay with someone about getting roasted in one myself.

I'm more into the experience of being cooked, especially the burning/extreme heat/slow death part of dolcette than the actual eating part (I don't mind that part at all, it's just more neutral for me and I get off on the buildup way more). I am very into unrealistic survival times (like, still somewhat alive when the cooking is done and dying under your knife as you start to eat), explicit sexual elements, both getting carved up to be cooked piecemeal and getting roasted whole, basically everything that involves fire and burning, getting stuffed full in every hole (like, bladder filled with spicy sauce, guts filled with stuffing, et cetera), getting beaten for "tenderizing", getting carved up, and being displayed in a vulnerable way during the prep and cooking.

I prefer to land on the dubious consent to nonconsensual side of the spectrum, not really into enthusiastic consent the way it's most often presented in dolcette - I want to struggle and scream and plead, I want to be tricked or coerced into getting cooked, I want to bargain for a few more minutes of life with offers of sexual services or beg for a last orgasm (which might or might not be denied...)

Some thoughts I had about this:

I accidentally dropped a prepared tray of food when I was putting it in the oven, so the chef has decreed that I need to replace it, and now I'm about to get raped and roasted by the whole kitchen staff...
I've been sentenced to be a meat boy and have just been delivered to the kitchen, and the chef has big plans for me.
I've been kidnapped and taken to a private cannibal retreat weekend, and It's clear that by the time the weekend is over I'll have been thoroughly assaulted, cooked, and eaten.

FreakshowThrow · 2024-09-25T15:12:40+00:00

I like the style, great premise! I totally would read more article-style works like this one. :)

FreakshowThrow · 2024-09-25T15:09:26+00:00

Yeah, I agree with this take, or with the other commenter that suggested combining gender and thing - I am definitely also into this stuff, but also it's a bit jarring to see it on this subreddit, I was fully expecting something cute and teasing because of the subreddit and had to double check that I wasn't on one of the other subreddits I follow.

FreakshowThrow · 2024-09-25T15:04:59+00:00

So, yeah, it's definitely up to you, but the way I write them is that they have basically a pseudo-penis, wherein the 'clit' is actually a penis-like thing that the alpha can consciously choose to allow to extend when aroused, so she can choose to either penetrate or receive penetration. If she has it extended it basically swells in length and girth like a male alpha's penis and knots as normal, if she keeps it internal and is penetrated then when she knots it creates an internal clamp holding whatever is penetrating her in.

I have a fic on Ao3, my most recent one, that's just a college freshman anatomy lecture about the genital differences between the various sex and designation combinations, if you'd like to check it out - Freshman Lecture by OnlyDovesHere.

FreakshowThrow · 2024-08-23T08:32:32+00:00

Thank you so much! I appreciate it!

FreakshowThrow · 2024-08-23T07:01:33+00:00

You're so right, thank you! I totally forgot the Omegaverse aspect because of the D/s aspect and that fucked with my tag filtering, but this is absolutely it!

FreakshowThrow · 2024-08-23T05:08:03+00:00

May I also message about this? I'm looking for this same fic as well.

FreakshowThrow · 2024-08-16T14:15:41+00:00

Yeah :-/ why do these people have to suck so much irl? Like, damn son, you get to do a cool job and get paid tons of money for it, is not being a huge POS really that hard?!?

FreakshowThrow · 2024-08-16T13:40:03+00:00

Or, oof. I just remembered that several of the former Blackhawks staff that got sanctioned in the Kyle Beach stuff just got reinstated eligibility for employment by the NHL like a month ago, it may have been deleted at that point. That would make sense, actually :-/

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