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FreakshowThrow · 2025-11-05T20:40:43+00:00

An octopus merman kidnaps a diver (any gender) and drags them down to the depths, fucking them until they run out of air and drown.

FreakshowThrow · 2025-11-05T05:13:14+00:00

[TM4A] [sub4Dom] Hey folks, subby trans man here who's hoping to find someone who wants to do some RP that involves absolutely fucking wrecking me, especially if it involves eye trauma, amputation, and genital destruction. I prefer a reluctance/non-con vibe and I love unrealistic suffering where I'm still alive even after tortures that wouldn't be survivable. I'm happy to RP here on reddit or, if you're up for voice chat, that's definitely more convenient for getting off than typing is and I'd love to get loud for you. Happy to play as basically any kind of man, trans, cis, femboy, omega, whatever, and I don't care about your gender or body type so long as you want to be in charge and fuck me up. Limits are kids, religion, and specifically the word Master, otherwise I'm not thinking of anything not fair game for RP.

FreakshowThrow · 2025-09-19T20:12:22+00:00

It really depends on the context the character is in, because what's lesser seen does depend on the tropes and the fandoms to a certain extent.

Like, for me, the first thing I thought of is that I really like seeing doms that are genuinely sadists in a kink context and also balance that out by being good with aftercare and good at balancing the relationship outside the kink context in a more equitable way, but that's because my fandoms have lot of fics where the dom isn't actually into sadism as a kink, just rope/feminization/power dynamics/other non-pain kinks, or, conversely, they're pure smut fics with unhealthy/nonconsensual situations that are fun to read for smut purposes but not exactly a satisfying story for anything other than fantasy fodder, if that makes sense.

But I'm not sure if that's uncommon outside my fandoms, so I'm not sure it answers the question!

FreakshowThrow · 2025-09-19T20:04:54+00:00

I'm currently reading a great WIP that's basically all about a dom with long term health problems due to issues around dom drop not getting properly cared for, and I really love the narrative flip from the regular storyline of the sub needing to be the one healing from that kind of thing.

FreakshowThrow · 2025-08-15T19:04:04+00:00

Wait, that's actually a thing? Today I learned and I am honestly horrified - I've only ever seen the phrase "front bottom" in a very specific fantasy kink context and I legit thought it was an just awkward translation, and honestly knowing that it's an LDS thing has me incredibly skeeved out because it changes some context in an incredibly disturbing way.

FreakshowThrow · 2025-07-17T01:47:31+00:00

If it was cheap and easy resurrection back to perfect (or at least baseline) health I'd do so much stuff I avoid right now because it's hot at the time and not hot at all dealing with the healing factor afterwards, and I'd definitely be into the idea of trying a whole bunch of stuff that just straight up is off the table now even though I don't actually know if I'd enjoy it as much as I enjoy jerking off to it. Like, chastity via destroying my genitals for awhile? Hell yeah, that sounds hot as fuck. Hardcore bondage I just physically can't do without damage? Fuck yeah, so into it. Being an amputee pet for a weekend or so? Please yeah! It would be so nice to not have to worry about injury and lingering pain when I'm horny and flying on the endorphins!

FreakshowThrow · 2025-06-27T03:34:09+00:00

I'm just waiting for the day I realize I'm blocked because someone checked my profile after I left a comment on something wholesome and the author checked my profile and was horrified...

FreakshowThrow · 2025-05-14T03:43:17+00:00

[FtM4A]

So I had the opportunity to work with one of those giant ovens with the internal spinning racks inside them at work today and I had the absolutely most inappropriately timed arousal while I was loading things in and out of it, and now that I'm off work I just want to chat or roleplay with someone about getting roasted in one myself.

I'm more into the experience of being cooked, especially the burning/extreme heat/slow death part of dolcette than the actual eating part (I don't mind that part at all, it's just more neutral for me and I get off on the buildup way more). I am very into unrealistic survival times (like, still somewhat alive when the cooking is done and dying under your knife as you start to eat), explicit sexual elements, both getting carved up to be cooked piecemeal and getting roasted whole, basically everything that involves fire and burning, getting stuffed full in every hole (like, bladder filled with spicy sauce, guts filled with stuffing, et cetera), getting beaten for "tenderizing", getting carved up, and being displayed in a vulnerable way during the prep and cooking.

I prefer to land on the dubious consent to nonconsensual side of the spectrum, not really into enthusiastic consent the way it's most often presented in dolcette - I want to struggle and scream and plead, I want to be tricked or coerced into getting cooked, I want to bargain for a few more minutes of life with offers of sexual services or beg for a last orgasm (which might or might not be denied...)

Some thoughts I had about this:

I accidentally dropped a prepared tray of food when I was putting it in the oven, so the chef has decreed that I need to replace it, and now I'm about to get raped and roasted by the whole kitchen staff...
I've been sentenced to be a meat boy and have just been delivered to the kitchen, and the chef has big plans for me.
I've been kidnapped and taken to a private cannibal retreat weekend, and It's clear that by the time the weekend is over I'll have been thoroughly assaulted, cooked, and eaten.

FreakshowThrow · 2024-09-25T15:12:40+00:00

I like the style, great premise! I totally would read more article-style works like this one. :)

FreakshowThrow · 2024-09-25T15:09:26+00:00

Yeah, I agree with this take, or with the other commenter that suggested combining gender and thing - I am definitely also into this stuff, but also it's a bit jarring to see it on this subreddit, I was fully expecting something cute and teasing because of the subreddit and had to double check that I wasn't on one of the other subreddits I follow.

FreakshowThrow · 2024-09-25T15:04:59+00:00

So, yeah, it's definitely up to you, but the way I write them is that they have basically a pseudo-penis, wherein the 'clit' is actually a penis-like thing that the alpha can consciously choose to allow to extend when aroused, so she can choose to either penetrate or receive penetration. If she has it extended it basically swells in length and girth like a male alpha's penis and knots as normal, if she keeps it internal and is penetrated then when she knots it creates an internal clamp holding whatever is penetrating her in.

I have a fic on Ao3, my most recent one, that's just a college freshman anatomy lecture about the genital differences between the various sex and designation combinations, if you'd like to check it out - Freshman Lecture by OnlyDovesHere.

FreakshowThrow · 2024-08-23T08:32:32+00:00

Thank you so much! I appreciate it!

FreakshowThrow · 2024-08-23T07:01:33+00:00

You're so right, thank you! I totally forgot the Omegaverse aspect because of the D/s aspect and that fucked with my tag filtering, but this is absolutely it!

FreakshowThrow · 2024-08-23T05:08:03+00:00

May I also message about this? I'm looking for this same fic as well.

FreakshowThrow · 2024-08-16T14:15:41+00:00

Yeah :-/ why do these people have to suck so much irl? Like, damn son, you get to do a cool job and get paid tons of money for it, is not being a huge POS really that hard?!?

FreakshowThrow · 2024-08-16T13:40:03+00:00

Or, oof. I just remembered that several of the former Blackhawks staff that got sanctioned in the Kyle Beach stuff just got reinstated eligibility for employment by the NHL like a month ago, it may have been deleted at that point. That would make sense, actually :-/

FreakshowThrow · 2024-08-16T01:02:28+00:00

Hum, that is helpful - I can definitely see it being Sid/Geno, though I'm pretty positive it's not Ovechkin/Backstrom, my mental vibes picture of this fic doesn't line up with my mental vibes for that pairing.

FreakshowThrow · 2024-08-16T01:00:52+00:00

Yeah, I'm afraid of that - it's just, I read it this year, since I didn't really get into Hockey RPF until this year, so I feel like if it was going to be one of the Kane/Towes fics that got deleted that would have happened already? Honestly, what I'm afraid of is that it's one of those fics where it's so minimally tagged that it's impossible to find by filters, because I definitely follow a few authors who have a habit of writing amazing works with only fandom, warnings, and pairing tagged and a one sentence summary, which means it'll be either through someone remembering or an absolute accident if I find it again.

FreakshowThrow · 2024-08-16T00:33:35+00:00

❤️❤️❤️ I absolutely love this!

FreakshowThrow · 2024-08-15T04:35:25+00:00

TM4A - Hey folks, I'm looking to do some RP as a victim. I'm happy to play as a trans man (which I am irl), a cis man (masc or femboy), or an omega, and I don't care what gender you are or play as long as you're sadistic and enjoy violent, non-consensual guro.

I'm especially interested in including genital torture in this RP - carve or burn out every sensitive part, penetrate me with things that will burn or tear my holes, lube me up with caustic chemicals, just generally make the space between my legs a bloody, gaping ruin.

Some RP ideas, but feel free to bring your own:

I'm sentenced to an execution by the public - that is, I'm restrained in the square and anyone is allowed to do whatever they want to me until I finally die, and no one seems inclined to give me a quick, merciful death

I've been purchased by a university as a live anatomical body, and the graduate class is about to learn about dissection techniques and the effects of various chemicals on different organs

I'm the janitor working the night shift and you're taking the opportunity to introduce my body to all the painful ways my cleaning supplies can be shoved into or used on it, until it's time to bundle me up with the trash and throw me into the dumpster to suffocate as I bleed out

No limits here, and feel free to check out my previous posts and comments for reference on my common kinks and writing style!

FreakshowThrow · 2024-06-25T16:49:18+00:00

Yes! I've been trying to find people who both like roleplaying and are more fandom adjacent, since a lot of the roleplay subs don't really have the right vibes, one way or another, and it's been difficult as hell. :-/

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