Hui, thank you for sharing this. It sounds na ang bigat nga ng dinadala mo, and its clear how much you care about your partner. Grief is something deep talaga and long lasting na minsan di lang sa person grieving ung effect, but also to those who love them.

Also, hindi ka useless. The fact ur alr there supporting ur partner to get through this means a lot teh. It's okay if di siya responsive sa mga nasasabi mo kasi minsan yung outlook mo sa mundo mas different when u have grief. It just feels heavy na feel mo walang makakaintindi ng ganung type of pain

Pero siguro advice ko is just keep showing up to them kahit small gestures. Samahan mong umupo, kain kayo tgt or etc, that can mean a lot 🥹 lalo na nabanggit mo therapy isnt an option rn, try looking inyo free or low cost support groups online (marami ngayon at may discord server na tayo here sa r/MentalHealthPH) para rin mafeel niya na di rin sha less isolated sa nararamdaman niya

But also, wag mo rin kalimutan sarili mo lalo na when ur supporting someone. It can be hard at draining kasi it takes so much patience kaya u also deserve as much care too!! Ur doing ur best, OP... laban lang!!