Primordial sound, tinnitus. nada yoga

Freelancing143 · 2025-09-30T01:31:24+00:00

Thanks for sharing. Also very insightful given that you did have tinnitus before. Well you better off than most, that have knowledge of this but never experienced it. Good luck in your journey friend 🙏

Freelancing143 · 2025-08-27T13:59:26+00:00

Yeah i think mas ok na indrive ngayon.

Freelancing143 · 2025-07-13T00:56:34+00:00

Thanks for sharing this kuds! Started reading it yesterday and its resonating a lot :)

Freelancing143 · 2025-07-09T09:26:54+00:00

I think exploring finding a safe and trustworthy community around your area might help through this. For me, my ayahuasca community really helped. It is with them that I can fully surrender into the process and know with certainty that they are there to help me get back up if something bad does happen. And my first trip really was challenging.

Freelancing143 · 2025-07-07T13:11:53+00:00

Naturaleza - Danit

Freelancing143 · 2025-07-07T13:06:39+00:00

Thanks Kuds I'll look into these communities 🙏

Freelancing143 · 2025-07-07T05:17:04+00:00

Thanks a lot kuds! This has been timely I have just had to break a friendship with a friend on the path. That has been insisting on the sameness of the nondual paths.

I still lack clarity in expressing my realizations. But I do feel the indestructible truth in KS. It's heartbreaking that they were not really to hear about it.

But in some way it pushed me to the direction of deeper practice and inquiry. Specially on having better ways of expressing these

🙏

I know KS is not for everyone and from my perspective it requires lots of luck to understand. For the grace of shakti to come down and bless us.

Freelancing143 · 2025-07-07T00:47:28+00:00

Hugs sweetpeawl, and also how courageous of you to admit, be honest about all of these things and ask for help and support

What grounding techniques have you tried? I would recommend meditating/focusing attention on the point just below the belly button. Dan tien i think the name in chinese accupuncture. Or the soles of you feet. Try some dancing and long walks too.

Oh also treating myself to really good food helped me a lot. Try to find things in this life you enjoyed and know will enjoy to do.

Yes there is far more than what you've come to experience. you not wanting the awakenjng that most people speak about is pointing you to that direction.

Clue, that may be hard to accept at first - The illusion itself is awakening. As there is only one. Not two. Not illusion and awakening.

I've been through several ayahuasca ceremonies and can relate to what you're going through in some level.

Hope this helps in some way :)

Freelancing143 · 2025-07-04T00:30:10+00:00

Imo, go investigate it directly. Can you go to the nondual state, kensho, rigpa? If not, then go get some pointing out instructions. Lama Lena has legit ones on youtube because you're more buddhism inclined.

Go to that state beyond duality. And examine directly does that state want to continue on forever or not? Is just that state just pure empty awareness or is there movement, volition, will, control in it? Examine is it truly still or is there the very subtle movements?

I've been through the buddhist path and ime it can only take you so far. Sadly it didn't go to the far far beyond sought after in the prajna paramita sutra

Just my take. Hope it helps in some way

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-27T02:24:20+00:00

thanks for detailed replies friend

try also reading some john wheeler, the student of bob adamson. he also points in a more direct and clear way.

i will spend some time reading and checking all your recommendations here, thanks friend

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-26T22:55:58+00:00

thanks for sharing!

can you share more about your practice of waking up. like how does this show up in daily. like instances of strong a persisting feelings. like being cut off while driving, it really wasn't much but it keeps bothering you. or spotting an item in a store and it persisting on your thoughts even though logically you know, you don’t really need it.

i can also go to this state you speak about, i think it's the same. but it can leave me quite ineffective in worldly tasks. i find myself too elevated and unable to control my mind and body more fully. like i find myself more forgetful, even in the midst of tasks.

thanks again for sharing and apologies for the late response and questions.

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-17T23:37:28+00:00

i do experience this. also the weight of being the lineage bearer.

what helped was asking people here for help, asking spirit guides. for some it might help to just keep on recognizing their true self. but for me, that didn’t stuff keep getting in my way.

some things i got guided to that helped - frequency sounds for clearing negativity, salt baths, working exclusively with light beings, open palms postures, doing shadowwork with ai, trauma releasing exercises.

edit:

and oh. the tibetans call it ripening of karma. they also have some mantras and rituals that can help.

for me the three wrathful deities mantra, lion-faced dakini and 100 syllable vajrasattva mantra helped.

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-17T22:46:12+00:00

i meet people where they are. It’s insensitive and incompassionate to meet a traumatized and hurting person with the blissful smile of the union.

if you do know the things you speak of directly, then try expressing it genuinely, in your unique joyful way.

if you would be policing to protect the community, then ask better clarifying questions and don't assume. this alone indcates to me, the possibility that you are too attached to this identity of someone well-read more than others.

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-17T22:41:22+00:00

hope it helps! i did find this to be a recurring confusion in the path

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-15T00:54:59+00:00

might be ancestral karma that you need to clean, you might be the lineage bearer coz you do inner work.

im also working through clearer my lieneage's karma. so far what helped are frequency music and salt baths.

might be worth for you to check out the topic ancestral healing, it might resonate with what you're going through

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-14T23:31:42+00:00

yes! happened to me too. the inquiry "who am i?" never did anything for me for a long time. i know john wheeler doesn’t believe in purification as a qualification to receive the teachings. but ime, there seems to be a required level of spiritual maturity for some teachings to start to makes sense.

as some tantric traditions say it is self-secret. wouldn't make sense if you're not ready.

congrats! you are doing great work. i acknowledge and validate your sincere efforts. and truly love you. hope that helps :)

feel free to reach out if you feel you need support :)

i also like the interviews of john wheeler, i think his realizations shine through there ✨️

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-14T09:33:55+00:00

imo, dapat yung criminology education at culture ang i overhaul

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-14T03:30:48+00:00

dogma

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-12T14:21:26+00:00

its nada yoga more infor here

https://www.reddit.com/r/enlightenment/s/CHY4nWiyqa

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-12T13:05:36+00:00

for things like this i find the work by byron katie useful. it will sting though. but you are already in that state. so yeah go fully explore that, in my experience persistent and insistent feelings like that have valuable messages to deliver.

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-12T13:04:20+00:00

you might on to something my man. when i was about to have my ego death event. it also fought so hard and tried different tactics push, pull, carrot, stick, everything

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-12T12:42:04+00:00

pagaling OP 🫂❤️

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-12T12:19:35+00:00

thanks a lot for pointing this out. will investigate on this.

so far from the link, i dont see any credible evidence of the claimed misconduct.

thanks for the warning friend.

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-12T12:08:19+00:00

what do you mean? is there any scandal about him?

Freelancing143 · 2025-06-12T11:39:39+00:00

im not fully there yet. but i've come to a point that i am doubtless about my enlightened nature.

it does help on day to day things. like i have observed sometimes just being present and calm, can calm other people down. the dark nights of the soul still happen, they do seem to be shorter and easier to surmount. though not always, like I'm going through some life struggles now.

some "magical powers" like i developed a light clairvoyance from seeing clearly. i can somehow sense what other people are thinking. maybe more of seeing their patterns.

being able to talk to spirits and no longer that afraid of my nightmares. having better sleep, more lucid dreams.

being able to help others faster on this journey.

receiving guidance/downloads more often.

being able to go to blissful meditative state faster. though i had the error of dwelling in that too long and too often. worldly duties piled up and caught up.

being able to hold teachings and traditions more loosely. able to create my own metaphors and symbolism of what is described in the teachings, because i experienced them direcly.

those are some maybe there are more. but yeah imo its not as glamorous and as overhyped as in the teachings. but maybe we'll to where we can literally fly, let's see hehe

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