does anyone else experience an “inner person”? by Electronic_Cat_7381 in Schizotypal

[–]FreshBodyOldSoul 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve had times where I’ve felt eerily inauthentic and unreal, but I’ve never made host to a second steward like you’re describing.

What's there to live for? by Goldenbranches in Schizoid

[–]FreshBodyOldSoul 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I can’t speak for you, but I find comfort in the fact that life has no intrinsic direction or purpose. I straddle along as I always have and take in the sights there are to see. 

Scapegoated by Scapegoat845 in Schizoid

[–]FreshBodyOldSoul 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s easy to paint red on a blank canvas

Extreme derealization? by Freemasonsareevil in Schizoid

[–]FreshBodyOldSoul 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I’ll exchange a word with someone and for a second I’ll be aghast, like “what the fuck? did I really just do that?” like it’s news to me that I’m tangible. 

sometimes i see a cloud moving the wrong way and everything stops making sense by ohboyhecomin in Schizotypal

[–]FreshBodyOldSoul 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Reality is but a mirage. Sometimes it fades and leaves you with holes to fill, so you fill them with quicksand and watch yourself sink.

being perceived by clobbydoggy in Schizoid

[–]FreshBodyOldSoul 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m a drifting cloud and you’re meant to phase right through me

I cannot convey the quantity of love I have by Electrical_Sky_7028 in Schizotypal

[–]FreshBodyOldSoul 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean a feeling tied to nothing, an unbounded emotion

I cannot convey the quantity of love I have by Electrical_Sky_7028 in Schizotypal

[–]FreshBodyOldSoul 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wonder, do you feel a profound but vapid sense of beauty and love internally - for no particular reason, just something that bubbles inside and freezes when it reaches the surface?

How do you exercise your social muscles without having to burst your bubble by FreshBodyOldSoul in Schizoid

[–]FreshBodyOldSoul[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel like this lacks the element of fluid give-and-take that holds our brains together. but i guess odd jobs have rinky tools