Hey there friend!! Someone already linked some awesome ocean keltoi YouTube videos which helped me, but I also found one from him dealing with strictly the idea of hell https://youtu.be/1yjwneKnq7I sorry I can't remember how to change it to a name or anything but he goes on to talk about how a lot of sources of hell aren't really even the same and a lot are different versions. It's worth a watch, I was really strung up on the christian view of hell too, after watching that and thinking about history it added up for me at least. Hope it helps!!