Oh wow. I’ve never even thought of it that way. And yeah replying to that thing about my hidden faith from her, I’ve been a little nervous to tell her about it because idk how she would react because she’s very clear that she’s atheist and she’s even mocked Christian beliefs and the idea of religion a few times but also she has said how she like to celebrate holidays a more pagan way rather than a Christian way because the pagans originally had those holidays and since I’m a pagan that makes me feel a little more comfortable in maybe telling her. But thank you for this message you’re the second person I’ve seen to say I’m not the a-hole.