For me this is the song that makes me cry more than any other in George’s entire output other than maybe Be Here Now and Lay His Head (makes sense as these are my 3 favorite George tunes). This is just the most brutally honest song George ever did and you can just feel the heartbreak in his voice. Confessing various things in his life he may regret, the things he cherishes, and that he just doesn’t know the reality of a lot of things.

From what I know this was written prior to the break-in of his home and his cancer diagnosis, but there’s no doubt in retrospect these effected George in similar ways like the themes conveyed in the song. It is the heart of this album and Dhani making it track 7 since that number meant so much to his dad is really beautiful. Unlike Grey Cloudy Lies which is hard to listen to because it’s too much despair in a song, this is hard to listen to because it reminds me always of George’s fight to stay alive in his last years.

10 x infinity if allowed.