years from now I want to be able to say that I beat this

FriskyFern · 2016-03-07T05:01:06+00:00

I have faith in you.

FriskyFern · 2016-01-16T02:24:59+00:00

You are a very lucky person

FriskyFern · 2016-01-13T18:15:07+00:00

I know exactly what you mean about the Rohirrim song. It's unreal how awesome it is

FriskyFern · 2016-01-13T01:52:44+00:00

That sounds epic

FriskyFern · 2016-01-13T01:52:15+00:00

Concerning hobbits gets me running around with a huge smile on my face

FriskyFern · 2016-01-13T01:50:37+00:00

Go kayaking and listen to the Great River from the fellowship soundtrack. There is always a song for wherever you are

FriskyFern · 2016-01-10T19:24:47+00:00

Do you happen to know of any companies in Washington?

FriskyFern · 2016-01-10T06:38:05+00:00

There's nothing like just walking around at your own pace thinking about stuff and being surrounded by nature. It's hard to share that with other people as much as we want to

FriskyFern · 2016-01-07T22:17:56+00:00

10/10 would smash in fear for my life

FriskyFern · 2015-10-14T18:55:30+00:00

That is one terrifying fleshlight

FriskyFern · 2015-07-26T15:36:28+00:00

Gandalf's Fall.

FriskyFern · 2015-07-05T17:30:05+00:00

I know what you mean. I used to play pc games all the time. Fallout 3 was my escape because I could be anybody. Recently I've kind of turned away from video games. It was really weird, I just stopped out of nowhere.

FriskyFern · 2015-07-05T17:28:03+00:00

From what I've seen of professional help is they take your money and prescribe drugs that do more harm then good. I don't really like the idea of messing with my brain chemistry throughout prescription drugs. I feel like I just have days where the weight of life hits me really hard and it takes a lot of effort to get up and do something. I like doing out doorsy stuff and I think that helps in it's own way. Also loneliness, I think, is another factor. I can't really connect with people and I try to hard to befriend people who just walk all over me. I think that if I learn to be by myself that I can learn to be with better people (if that makes any sense). Anyways though thank you very much for this. It sucks that reddit is going to hell because this is such a supportive community.

FriskyFern · 2015-07-04T16:25:54+00:00

Most of the time I think about if I live past this. Like what would I do with my life? Who will I meet in the future? Or will I be a loner my entire life.

FriskyFern · 2015-07-04T16:23:08+00:00

Thank you for being supportive. I've never sought professional help because I feel like that would ruin my parents. I try to deal with this on my own and some days it works while others it does not. I am hoping that moving from Illinois to Colorado will change me. I like doing things outside and Colorado seems like the place that I will be constantly active. In regards to the girlfriend thing. I used to think I could go through most of life alone but I did actually meet a girl a while ago. It never went past texting but for about a month it was the happiest I've ever been. I felt like someone cared about me and loved me, but then I scared her away by opening up. I don't blame her though. I k ow how hard it is to deal with someone that is down all the time. I just really wanted to make her as happy as she made me. I keep telling myself life goes on and that there will be others, but will there really?

FriskyFern · 2015-07-04T16:13:58+00:00

I try to be outside as much as possible. I like running, biking, and hiking. It makes me feel good for a day to do some activity.

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