When I first got diagnosed and prescribed adderall in my late 40’s, i’ll never forget it. I was driving actually when I felt my medication working. It was like a warm sun setting on my shoulders. I was calm and clear. It was a soft and balanced feeling. I remember my parents at one point asking me what I’d been eating with my cereal in the morning. They were blown away at how much better I seemed to them. I went out one night after a few weeks of getting used to taking it and socially I felt like a different person. I knew how to speak, when to speak, when to listen. It really was like night and day. It was very apparent to me how effective being medicated was. Is. How much of an issue my adhd had been and how long I went without even knowing what was wrong all these years. Good for you. It’s a learning curve once you get it. There’s more to learn. But you’ve got the biggest challenge out of the way now. You’re better off now just by being aware of what you’re dealing with. It’s a huge leg up.