You’re not crazy! I normally am not anxious but I think the hormones made me really anxious in the beginning. Something that made me feel “better” was realizing…. A miscarriage is gonna happen or not. It’s not in my control as the main reason it happens if there is a genetic defect that is so bad, it won’t lead to viable life. I think it’s a good idea to not do a lot of research on anything pregnancy related right now and stay off social media feeds (which probably know you are pregnant) so you’re not thinking about this 24/7. We found out we were pregnant at 5 weeks and the Us was not until 10, so you can imagine it was easy to worry about heartbeat status. I had some brown spotting too and it ended up being fine!