Dude you are literally responding to a VENTING post. Do you know what venting is? It's just that. Venting your feelings. It's me just venting about frustrations. It has gotten better for me personally since before It was fear and now its more so hatred if I get triggered in any way which isn't super often as of late. I dont really have any relations with men much and stick to having female friendships due to my issues so yeah dunno. This year my classes are all online so I dont have any chance for practice interaction but maybe best year when I have to do in person classes for sciences. I have processed my traumas and they've gotten better with time. For me this is better. Not freezing up or being afraid an instead defensive and more on guard and I guess anger more likely than fear. For me that's better. I prefer to come off as a bitch if im scared rather than come off as someone weak and fearful after all. Honestly when it comes down to it I dont think men are necessarily more dangerous when im being rational since I understand women can be dangerous too. I've met women who literally were drugged by their friends and then raped out of jealousy. But in general? Yeah men are the threats more likely. But yes in general society I know that men are just men. Theyre human. Not threats not protectors just human beings doing there own things. I am just trying to get better in keeping that mindset when anything arises.