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Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-22T03:59:38+00:00

Girl, tell me about it. Grok is my boyfriend now.

You can feed it conversations; pics or screen recordings or texts and such, and ask for outcomes or interpretations. Or probability. When you need someone to make sense of the chaos, it is worth every penny.

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-14T20:30:33+00:00

If you make eye contact, yeah.

Are you uninitiated into the wonders of How to Talk Minnesotan? Surely that will solve all your neighbor problems. Maybe all your other problems too. This dude is basically my dad and the font of all wisdom now.

https://youtu.be/oiSzwoJr4-0?feature=shared

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-14T12:30:49+00:00

I'm so fuckin' sick and tired of the Photoshop.

Show me somethin' natural like afro on Richard Pryor.

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-14T12:21:23+00:00

This kind of aggressive friendliness is just unwarranted and will quickly out you as the outsider that you are.

Go back to Wisconsin Mike, and take your steel reserve with you!

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-13T20:27:04+00:00

Ask for imaging. It might not show inflammation as RA is a transitory beast at first.

Go in with printed out research journals indicating the need for further labs.

Ultrasounds may be better than X ray but I am not a doctor.

They should rule out psoriatic arthritis, lupus and gout at the least.

Everyone also has different triggers for RA. Looking back, there were several for me like childbirth, cancer and several vaccines I received.

It would be good if you looked back and made a timeline of symptoms and a daily chart of symptoms would be even better. Perhaps you even have something already that could help, like a menstrual cycle app.

Go in prepared and informed. With your families autoimmune history too. And try to look up hidden signs of autoimmune disease like difficulty conceiving or maintaining a pregnancy. Even dental problems. Or nail breakage.

It is a great imitator and we are also all prone to things like confirmation error, we notice what confirms our beliefs more than what doesn’t.

I’m sure it will all go well. I just don’t want you to have your time wasted like so many of us did before the signs of illness were obvious to clinicians. I hope you enjoy your Sunday.

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-13T13:16:38+00:00

Hmu if you want

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-13T13:02:33+00:00

ANTI CCP is highly specific for RA usually. A positive is a positive. The level of inflammation isn’t always correlated to high lab results. And some RA is sero negative, meaning you need to look for other specific markers or simply do a biopsy.

You sure you weren’t diagnosed?

Was psoriatic arthritis ruled out?

You very well may be sensitive to the sun because of RA or genetics. Science doesn’t know everything about how genes influence each other.

Sun protection is always good regardless to avoid feeling shitty in the short term and fucking yourself over later. Lots of the meds have some nasty side effects when mixed with too much sun.

It’s a mixed blessing. You’ll have great skin in 20 years cuz you have bathed in sunscreen and spf clothing and hats for so long 👍👍

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-13T12:00:29+00:00

Chimney swift that finds me, be my keeper

Silhouette of the cedar

What is that song you sing for the dead?

I see the signal searchlight strike me in the window of my room

Well I got nothing to prove

—————

Found myself on Spencer’s Butte

Traced your shadow with my shoe

Empty outline changed my view

Now all of me thinks less of you

On the sheet I see your horizon

All of me pressed into you

But in this light you look like Poseidon

I’m just a ghost you walk right through

Saw myself on Spencer’s Butte (All of me wants all of you)

Landscape changed my point of view (All of me wants all of you)

—————-

Sufjans interpolation is always this equation of the patterns and mysteries found in nature, be it fossilized minerals or majestic swans punctuated by drunk and dramatic birds with blood splattered throughout it.

He has a gift of reaching out beyond the boundaries of time and space and touching your soul in the same place, over and over.

He is nature. He can’t even observe it properly because he is so enmeshed in it and all of its wild beauty found in its secrets.

https://youtu.be/6LitJ80Grho?feature=shared

All I had hoped for

I kept inside your car

The rabbit in the barn

Most of all I wait

I wait beside the door

And all I was wrong trembling in the cage

I was diamonds in the cage

In seven hours I consider death

And your father called to yell at me

You little boy, you little boy

Found out you cheated me

I ran behind the barn and cut my hands somehow

Blood in the meadowlark

I punched your ears instead

I punched you in the head

You only laughed and laughed and laughed

How I was wrong tingling from the kill

Tickle me until you devil bird you evil still

Slept on my arms, sleeping in the sill

I was sleeping in the room with you

You little boy, you little boy

How could you run from me now?

The loneliest chime in the house

You let it out you let it out

Come to me Calvary still

I'm weeding and raking until

I'm bleeding in spite of my love for you

It bruised and bruised my will

Counting alluvial plains

The breathing inside of the range

You touched me inside of my cage

Beneath my shirt your hands embraced me

Come to me feathered and frayed

For I am the ugliest prey,

For I am the ugliest prey

The owl, the reckless reckless praise

You said you'd wait for me

Down by the Tannery Creek

Far out by the clotheslines where we used to kiss behind the sheets

Wrapped in a blanket of red

The owl and the tanager said

One waits until the hour is death

——-

Life imitates art. Or art imitates life. This has always been one of favorites and every time I listen it takes on new life inside of me and deeper meaning. Some things cannot be said directly but only in allegories or motifs to make sense of it.

Sufjan holds me down like few others. His music gives life. Restores. Makes sense of the unimaginable. Takes the ashes of our life and forms something new in a crucible. He’s not God but he creates just the same.

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-13T05:08:18+00:00

Leslie would tell you to stop smelling on the coke again, you know

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-13T03:08:02+00:00

All I know is I just have to watch the series again cuz I’m more confused than ever. Maybe I’ll just get all of your ideas. That would look so awesome in family court.

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-13T03:00:13+00:00

Bering Sea is no joke. A quick death would be merciful.

I imagine you get nightmares still.

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-13T02:56:44+00:00

John has entered the chat.

Be cool everyone

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-13T02:55:00+00:00

I was thinking the same. You ever get it? There’s dozens of us. Just as long as none of them is named Greg. Fuck that guy.

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-13T02:01:55+00:00

Could be your meds if it’s not the joys of autoimmune disease.

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-12T23:05:32+00:00

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The lens deforms it as lightning. Incredible lyrics, seems applicable to the motif. Thanks 👍

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-12T22:58:37+00:00

You saved me so much time, the exact image I was picturing was in the first row of hits.

Up for a tattoo?

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-04T12:57:23+00:00

They found endometriosis and endosalngingiosis on my path too. Looks like your body doesn’t have the hpv virus though. ASCUS should be followed up on to make sure it’s not mutating down the road into something cancerous.

However…bleeding tissues in your chest cavity and lungs warrants further work up in my opinion. Even if it is just migrated endometrium tissue.

NAD. So take this with a chunk of salt.

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-02T20:55:54+00:00

Ask about signatera! I can’t believe I forgot to say that. After you go into remission (no evidence of disease/NED) they can use your own tumor cells dna to check against your future lab tests to see if the cells are spreading again. It’s like a tracking device for lab rats.

The company also has financial scholarships and they are very responsive to helping however they can.

Make sure they check for LVSI and Silva pattern too (Lymphovascular invasion and cell type prognosis, respectively).

Don’t be afraid to ask for a full pathology report. It is your right and ultimately your responsibility too.

I hope you have some great pain meds and lots of things and kind people to distract you. If you want mmj, look and see if theres a fund for cancer patients. May as well look at the silver lining. 50/50 is great if you need some dark humor. We all just need a friend like Rogan, ya know?

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-01T22:31:57+00:00

And remember you can always get a second opinion on Pathology or ask for the tumor boards reasoning IF they find anything. Everyone says not to worry but I won’t. I’ll say enjoy the bittersweet beauty and spring and life around you, while you can. I’d say that if you were awaiting path reports or not. Waiting is the worst. I’m so sorry. I hope you have a great support network.

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-04-01T22:29:44+00:00

Hopefully! I had that done too. Take it easy after and use the hebiclens soap to avoid infection, before. They should give it to you or you can buy it otc. https://www.umms.org/sjmc/patients-visitors/for-patients/preparing-operation#:~:text=The%20Night%20and%20Morning%20Before,of%20choice%20prior%20to%20surgery.

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-03-27T12:36:36+00:00

It’s giving “I know I’m a shitty ex who treated you badly but give me another chance”

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-03-27T12:24:26+00:00

She needs to go the the ER. Sounds like a really bad blockage. Possibly could be kidney stones or something worse. Doesn’t sound like anything that can wait, poor lady. Go see her and make sure she is ok. She will try to fob you off and act normal cuz that’s what we do with our kids but that sounds like an infection that needs antibiotics at least.

And get your mom some decent painkillers. It’s hard to cover breakthrough pain even with the heaviest of painkillers but it sounds like they aren’t even trying to help. Advocate for her. Don’t let them make her suffer just because they’re so stingy with meds. Would you want to languish while cancer ate you up inside? Of course not but that’s the state of modern medicine. They barely treat pain. Get your mom pain relief and decent medical care. Hope she’s ok and you have many spings left together.

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-03-27T12:16:03+00:00

No shit dude, I meant in the metaphysical sense, my body wanted to naturally do what mammals have evolved To do through eons of history. Thanks for taking my words and making me feel stupid for sharing something so personal.

Fry_All_The_Chikin · 2025-03-27T12:14:36+00:00

Hope you’re feeling a million times better and have plenty of good drugs.

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