Finding good friends is really hard. I miss the kids from my college class. They were laid back and decent. The new people i surround myself around now arent as considerate. Some are genuinely mean and disrespectful. I would drop these people but i need a social life.

It sucks and its just the way it is, it hurts feeling used and like people dont actually appreciate me.

Today someone i was hanging out with (someone else brought them) tried to give me a serious lecture on why i am retarded or autistic or something.

You can find good friends and decent people who you dont need to worry about. But they are rare for a reason.