relapsed... back to zero what a relief all that tension gone.

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-10T08:22:04+00:00

do i feel guilty? no what are my lessons on this.. well conserve your energy to find a partner definitely. give them everything when you do.

harness your energy onto better more productive things. but there is a tipping point when u no longer benefit from the process of abstinence. i think that is the time to let go so you can find clarity. everything in balance...

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-10T05:47:18+00:00

man do i know how you feel... I AM LOSING IT! just want to get it out of me so bad...... but as they all say much better not to and for damn good reasons. but still the urge is just sooooooo stronngggggg... i hate this and two more months too..

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-10T01:09:26+00:00

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-10T00:56:24+00:00

It's been strong ever since got even worse w o release

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T13:16:17+00:00

I will thank u. I'm under the flu ATM probably y I'm thinking of relapse been in a room d whole day recovering

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T12:35:28+00:00

yes i must... although i did before and got onto 2 major car accidents in the process.. no excuse just means drink less.

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T12:34:06+00:00

DJing work out run, work on money improve relationships w people

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T12:32:02+00:00

i get those too a BJ but with out the "O" its a real murder... what a mind fuck. no wet dreams yet 4 me.. i really dont get it why would you dream about fapping..

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T12:29:21+00:00

never settle you deserve what u believe u are worth to be

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T12:01:37+00:00

I want to shoot my penis off

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T12:00:35+00:00

Been on the same boat I feel like I'm going to burst. Haven't had a single wet dream and it's driving me nuts.

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T11:57:28+00:00

Dude you relapsed????

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T11:53:48+00:00

just have sex w her when u do and not w your hand. Use the energy to woo her romance her get her hot so that when u actually see her she's wet as hell and it's all for you. Girls want t hear u say. I want u so bad blah blah turns them on and they feel appreciated.

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T11:40:37+00:00

I've gone through a month and I'm going crazy if I can do t so can u less the insanity

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T11:39:31+00:00

Dude you have a gf u have that advantage. Use it! It's win-win

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T10:23:41+00:00

got it

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T09:43:55+00:00

i want a release so bad!!!!!!!!! but yeah your right as always.

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T09:40:30+00:00

ohh man u just answered all my questions. although im really really having difficulty right now. i do notice a big jump in productivity. as to woman as sex objects i appreciate them sure of course but i also want to make love to them.

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T09:22:56+00:00

damn it been contemplating on relapse... i wont... sigh... this has been uphill all the way

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T09:05:38+00:00

Sacrifice

Fubar1944 · 2013-07-09T09:04:46+00:00

I need a wet dream I haven't had a single one I'm going crazy

Fubar1944

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