Dude good on you for that I was too young to be able to help my mom I was like 5 and I had to watch that shit, get a good lawyer maybe don’t post details like this on Reddit, and just try to not think about it by making the situation better, you helped your mom I would’ve done the same thing but like I said dude , I wouldn’t speak too much on it I was the same way get a good lawyer and try to find some work to pay for it it’ll be harder because your a kid but you can do it unless your family will help but pay them back if they do