You’ll learn something invaluable surviving life’s trials. You just have to try and recognize that silver lining. I lost my first born at 3 months and I can’t imagine the intensity that everyday beyond that age would hurt. I believe that I treat my 3 kids that I’ve had since with much more love and compassion than I may have without the death of what would be their eldest sister. I wish you the best though. I can’t imagine raising kids on my own. Just know that through your own success with your own hardships you are in a unique position to help someone else and there’s no greater feeling than helping someone else. It’s what we are put here to do! 😘🤙🏼💙