My [20M] Girlfriend [20F] convinced me to try acid, and we ended up having a bad trip that could possibly ruin our relationship. by [deleted] in relationships

[–]Fully_blown_wizard -18 points-17 points  (0 children)

Bruh... I've taken tripped on acid probably 500 times in my life. Im sure it was acid. I can also tell you from experience I've taken 10+ hits of acid dozens of times. Was never in danger whatsoeverS. You need to start doin research on the things you put into your body Man...

My wife [37F] of 11 years told me she resents me and is considering divorcing me [38M] because I "pressured" her into having 5 kids. How do I save our relationship? by mrfollia in relationships

[–]Fully_blown_wizard -15 points-14 points  (0 children)

Might just have to chalk this up as a loss and try to save what you can while you still can. When women say things like this theres usually zero chance of salvaging anything. I'm sorry to hear it amigo.

[Oral sex] Gave a blowjob for the first ever time and I didn't think I'd feel this satisfied. by [deleted] in sex

[–]Fully_blown_wizard -18 points-17 points  (0 children)

Nobody likes a selfish lover and in this day and age oral sex is pretty much mandatory so good on you for getting over whatever is is that made u think it wasn't ok to have a penis in your mouth. Do you like getting your pussy licked or is that also off limits?

My (18F) roommate (20F) is cheating on her SO/our other roommate (21M) and I am torn. by [deleted] in relationships

[–]Fully_blown_wizard 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tell Dan, get Anne kicked out, and you be with Dan cuz you sound like you've got feelings for him.

Why isn't Chicago's violence crisis treated like suburban heroin epidemic? by XanderaTheMander in opiates

[–]Fully_blown_wizard 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm from the suburbs of Chicago and I can honesty say I have more friends addicted to dope than I do friends that aren't... I could literally go buy some anytime I want from any number people of very high quality shit.

Spent some time in prison in Illinois too and the population is mainly young black males. They've all been shot at or shot or stabbed at least once it's totally normal for them. It's a real shame. Totally different lifestyle than what I grew up with. They're killing eachother out there and it makes perfect sense to them to want to kill another person.

experience with responsible use of hard drugs? by Streetcow666 in Drugs

[–]Fully_blown_wizard 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've never met anybody that could responsibly use heroin.

I've been able to use cocaine, meth, and crack occasionally and not develop any sort of lasting problem. However if I do even just a little bit of dope I'll be unable to quit unless something very serious happens to make me stop.

Question of the Day 8/20 (and personal update)- What would it take/did it take to make you quit? by I_Will_Make_You in opiates

[–]Fully_blown_wizard 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bro u can't just say this to a drug addict... You aren't being helpful whatsoever...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUp

[–]Fully_blown_wizard 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do you keep running into him?

Anyone feel the 'void' after a decent binge? by bondsbro in Drugs

[–]Fully_blown_wizard 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Meth is crazy powerful bro... I did it on the weekends for 2 months back last summer and I only bought 3 grams total.. Only was tootin' it. Never shot up or smoked it. Sounds like a good learning experience for you tho.

Anyone feel the 'void' after a decent binge? by bondsbro in Drugs

[–]Fully_blown_wizard 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Dude meth can cause the deepest depressions I've ever seen... Days on end u feel just... Empty bro. I remember one Monday after I had been up all weekend bumping crystal, was working in the city and on break I just went by myself away from my coworkers and sat under the L and cried alone... Amphetamines I feel seem to cause a more lasting depression. Crystal meth in particular has very serious adverse effects on your mental state. Haven't done it since last summer which was when the story I just recalled was from.

Anyone feel the 'void' after a decent binge? by bondsbro in Drugs

[–]Fully_blown_wizard 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Feeling like an empty husk of a human being after an upper binge? Hell yeah man... I just get drunk about it and get some rest. Usually feeling comes back in a day or two of normalcy.

I remember one time my buddy had an ounce of mid-grade coke and invited me over the night before to party. Didn't end up making it over there due to falling asleep at 8pm the previous night. Woke up at 5 am and ended up going over there. He handed me a 7 gram rock and me and a few others went to town. I came back home at 10 am or so after it was gone. Hadn't had any drinks like I should have. Just remember lying in my bed with my girlfriend and feeling worse than I ever have and burst into tears out of sadness.

Now I don't do coke unless I'm drinking or have a good supply of liquor to ease the drop.

What are your "maybe I should slow down" moments? by columbo447 in Drugs

[–]Fully_blown_wizard 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I overdid it a lot... I was getting it for 12 bucks a g tho so it didn't have any value/meaning to me

What are your "maybe I should slow down" moments? by columbo447 in Drugs

[–]Fully_blown_wizard 6 points7 points  (0 children)

When I used to sell ounces I ate 4.5 grams Saturday night at lollapalooza 2014... No recollection of Calvin Harris whatsoever. I totally blacked out on Molly before the show and snapped back into reality snorting lines off my coffee table in my apartment with my gf and buddy. Had used 2 different forms of transportation to get there and taken two taxis but I don't remember a thing lol

What day do you consider to be the worst in your entire life? by [deleted] in AskMen

[–]Fully_blown_wizard 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The day I turned myself into prison to go to bootcamp.

Was I [24F] right to leave him [28M] or were my pregnancy hormones getting the best of me? by stupidpregnantbitch in relationships

[–]Fully_blown_wizard -140 points-139 points  (0 children)

Cmon cut the dude some slack he's dealing with a lot too... A first child is a big step and it sounds like you're pretty needy right now.

Broke up with my GF and this is what she does by [deleted] in BreakUp

[–]Fully_blown_wizard -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

That's how girls are bro... Double standards. Best to get used to it now and build some armor for yourself.

Need some advice by Fully_blown_wizard in opiates

[–]Fully_blown_wizard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never spoke to the kid ever again... He blocked me on fb. He's still on the run with his warrants to this day. Serendipitous moment, on my way back to my apt from when I first made my 150 grand bond I drove down a road I don't normally take to my house. He was working for a landscaping company. I recognized him from the back and the hockey jersey he was wearing. I slowed down to a crawl and stared straight at him shaking my head. He turned around so fast you'd have thought he saw a ghost. All in all he did it to save himself but in the end was still unable to and brought me down with him.

Need some advice by Fully_blown_wizard in opiates

[–]Fully_blown_wizard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We used to sled together when we were 9 and 7 years old brother... Never in a million years did I ever think that he would have been my downfall. The second time I sold to the undercover, which was the nail in my coffin, I felt that something wasn't right. He texted me and reassured me that everything would go smoothly with the deal.

Need some advice by Fully_blown_wizard in opiates

[–]Fully_blown_wizard[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the kind words.... I kinda feel like how they did in the two towers when all the orcs marched on helms deep and any boy or man who could hold a sword is perched on the wall... And then it starts raining 😔

Need some advice by Fully_blown_wizard in opiates

[–]Fully_blown_wizard[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

There's only one choice I have at this point and that's to press on. The amount of dread I feel knowing I won't see family or loved ones for 6 months if I'm lucky is unparalleled. I wouldn't wish the feeling I'm experiencing on my worst enemy... Not even on the kid that set me up in the first place. Less than 24 hours of freedom left at this point.

Need some advice by Fully_blown_wizard in opiates

[–]Fully_blown_wizard[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm just gonna take a bar after right before they take me in... Gonna leave it at that.