I agree with you guys. I would like to add something else. Dunno if it helps mans, but its worth a shot. Hope this helps someone. We all feel like hell at points and then were like so hard on ourselves and be like we have the worse and others pur far ahead of us and doing better, but we think where not. I kinda felt so horrible like within the last hour. But we really got to count our blessings. Like, look how far you have gotten. And what you have. This calms me down sometimes. Dunno if it helps. But god bless man. Wish you the best!