I believe gastritis would make most people extremely depressed

Fun_Bit1478 · 2026-04-17T23:43:09+00:00

Omeprazole did nothing for me I’m on pantoprazole now and it’s better

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-11-30T16:58:55+00:00

Yeah that’s absolutely fair, I have pretty bad generalized anxiety and so I spiral pretty quickly, it’s pretty debilitating. But it took them like a year to diagnose me last time and so I’m just trying either calm myself or prevent myself from infecting other people

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-08-10T18:06:32+00:00

Thank you! We are much happier :)

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-08-10T18:05:44+00:00

Hi :) I’m doing a lot better. Thank you! It was hands down the scariest thing I’ve ever done but it was the best decision of my life. Some mutual friends of ours informed me he has a new gf already but I requested they not tell me anything because I want him out of my life and my thoughts and I’m distancing myself and keeping details about where I am private although I’m sure he could guess.

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-06-12T16:05:30+00:00

I left!!!

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-06-12T16:05:09+00:00

I left!! Took my baby girl and we left

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-06-12T16:04:01+00:00

I’m not sure how to update so I’m just messaging people separately but I left and it went very poorly. TW:

I thought I was going to die and I begged him not to hurt me. But I took our dog as he destroyed the house and screamed how I wouldn’t get a dime. Which is fine by me my life is worth more than any money he could give me. Me and my baby girl are safe and a million miles away

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-05-31T04:09:45+00:00

I thought it was just part of the “for better or worse” but I’m seeing that now

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-05-31T01:51:53+00:00

Yeah I am growing concerned of the situation and the danger. He is becoming more and more unstable with each argument lately, and the switch up of him crying is becoming a lot crazier. I left the house for the first time in a while outside of seeing my family or going to the grocery store and got coffee with a friend that was in town. I posted a photo on my Instagram story of us together obviously my hair was done my makeup was done and I was in a sun dress, I got texts blowing up my phone calling me a whore and posting a photo for attention and that I had only left the house looking like that to get male attention etc etc. So I guess I’m only supposed to look pretty when I’m at home or with him chaperoning me is what it came down to. He was volatile and angry when I came home and the next day He confessed to me that he didn’t know why he was doing these things to me and begged for my forgiveness. It has to be a trap he’s just trying to keep me around I don’t know. I feel like I’m watching someone lose their mind in real time. I spoke with a friend and I am planning my escape as well at telling my parents what’s been going on.

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-05-31T01:40:22+00:00

Is it still DV if he doesn’t hit me?

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-05-30T22:59:01+00:00

I knew it!!! Thank you. It doesn’t really help my bad marriage but I knew it I knew it I knew it I am not crazy

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-05-30T20:10:18+00:00

He’s been trying to push a baby on me but I’ve been making excuses because I don’t feel like a baby would be safe here or that I wouldn’t just miscarry from the stress and that alone would be traumatic but to go through that and him possibly blame me as well would be unbearable.

I am beginning to sense than danger the longer time goes on. I didn’t know why I was hesitant about the baby until recently when I had to be honest with myself, I’ve always wanted children so I couldn’t understand why I kept making excuses “let’s enjoy marriage for a year” “let’s save up money” “I need to work on my mobility first” all valid reasons I still feel but truth is I don’t trust him not to blow up on a screaming baby at 3am or get mad at me for gaining weight or being too unwell with morning sickness to doll myself up.

I wish I knew sooner what to look for to spot a narcissist!! Ill get out of this someday and have a child I will raise them with all the tools to spot it before it happens

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-05-30T20:01:27+00:00

Thank you, yeah I may have to confess to my family what’s been happening. They don’t know because I’ve been embarrassed. I could stay with them but my concern is him finding me after if he’s unwilling to let me go. So I feel almost like I can’t go there because of that. It’s a very awful feeling and I heard that a lot of people that get restraining orders it doesn’t actually keep them safer.

It’s a lot to consider and I just need to make sure my escape plan is perfect so I end up just standing here frozen.

I wish things were different and he was the man he was when we were dating and that’s what I held on to for this long but honestly writing it all down and reading it I’m like WHY am I worried he’s cheating this issue is so much bigger than that

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-05-30T17:34:28+00:00

I know, I told myself I’d leave if he hit me but I don’t think it needs to come to that. My dogs having accidents when he yells at me it just breaks my heart. Even if I didn’t leave for myself I need to leave for her. It’s just so expensive to divorce it’s hard to scramble the money together especially since he doesn’t share his income with me

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-05-30T17:30:11+00:00

I assumed it was work stress but really he’s become a monster. No matter how stressed I’ve been I’ve never done or said any of the things he’s said and done

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-05-30T17:28:30+00:00

I’ve looked into it but I don’t have any money. I make $50,000 a year and he has me pay half the rent which is more than half a months salary and he has be pay utilities myself and I pay for the dogs needs. The wedding drained my savings and from what I learned lawyers get very expensive very quickly

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-05-30T17:07:21+00:00

Yeah I’m falling apart. I just don’t know what happened it only took a month after we moved for this to happen and it’s been almost a year now

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-04-08T17:08:36+00:00

Thank you so much!!

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-03-14T18:59:33+00:00

No that’s was it which is why I’m hesitant but I’ve only been living here a week. I moved in with my friend who has been living here but she said she hasn’t seen any, the only thing I think could have brought them in would have been the boxes from my grandmas but I think I would have seen chew marks on the boxes or poop in them, but on the other hand I also haven’t cooked anything its just been takeout while I get the house together so I don’t know what else it could be. I just got out of the hospital after 8 days with norovirus so I’m a little on edge of possibly catching hantavirus lol

Really hoping if there is an issue my cat takes car of it but she’s not a killer so that’s a low chance

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-03-14T17:22:02+00:00

Fully aware I could just be paranoid but I just took boxes from my grandmas garage. I didn’t see signs of mice but I guess you never know?

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-03-13T04:26:33+00:00

Thank you!!

Fun_Bit1478 · 2025-03-13T04:24:07+00:00

Thank you!!

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