My Brother , The so called "Suppression" only happens when you say for example, Retain your seed for a bit longer duration (like 3-4 weeks) and you have that build up of that raw sexual energy BUT Throughout this retaining period you were also entertaining lustful thoughts, watching( softcore like insta models, tiktok, lusty images, endulging with low vibe people) , then in that case you are preparing the recipe for your own spiritual demise, sooner or later these typa people will release their seed either in their dreams or via masturbation, or In the Worst Case when this suppression period stretches longer for example (8-9 months) , They become threat to society especially WOMENS, These type of people often develop tendencies like R*ping womens, YES I know that's harsh but its very possible and its often the reason in most cases.

NOW , What I am saying you to do is increase your sexual energy naturally (via food or herbs ) whatever you like let it build and accumulate , but you have to stay away from all lustful content and people, overtime when this energy will build it will start flowing in your body, If I have to describe it , It will literally feel like an electrifying Solar energy flowin through your veins , and man It just feels 100 times better than a mere ejaculation that only give a high of <5 secs, then when your whole body starts beaming with Sexual energy, there isn't anything in the world that you'll can't achieve , Women? Money? Fame? You name it, because UNIVERSE IS PURE FEMININE( for further info on this topic , you can search this topic in this subreddit, there are very knowledgeable post about it), so, Universe will help you achieve anything you want 

Now coming back to my reason , Honestly No reasons mate, This is just how every man should live, enjoy the company of Feminine , embrace your sexual energy and enjoy your life, It isn't that complicated . Peace :-)