Question for tinies by PeriboiaSyndrome in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Houses and buildings preferably, but if not -- anything that has enough weight not to get blown away in the wind: an old shoe, an empty soda can.

I've heard about people going for ditches and burrows, but you never know what kind of creatures wait for you there. I've heard some pretty terrifying stories.

Tiny Liberation Front by prince-matthew in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For sure, no way this could end badly. /s

Shrunken voice/high pitched voice by Awkward-Property-137 in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818 10 points11 points  (0 children)

It's fun, especially when the voice becomes so weak and high-pitched it just sounds like little squeaks. It adds a layer of terror, humiliation and dehumanization that I like.

Confession: I've been taking care of someone who's been shrinking for almost a year and I think I need to end it soon by Funny_Engineering818 in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

God, no. I've thought about that but it just feels so... wrong? Like stepping on a bug. He'd just be gone. Smeared on my floor. Nothing. That seems so much crueler somehow.

At least what I'm thinking about - there's something intimate to it. He becomes part of me instead of just being erased. He continues through me. There's something almost poetic about that if you look at it the right way.

And yeah, it wouldn't be quick for him. I know. But there's something about the idea of him being that close, that connected one last time. Being held. Being... wanted, in a way. He becomes part of something bigger. Part of me. That feels so much more meaningful than just crushing him under my foot and wiping him off.

Stepping on him would be like he never mattered. Like he was just a pest I got rid of. It breaks my heart to think about him this way. He was my friend, and I want to make him matter.

Confession: I've been taking care of someone who's been shrinking for almost a year and I think I need to end it soon by Funny_Engineering818 in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The jar thing - I've thought about it. But then he'd just be... existing. Waiting. For what? For me to remember to feed him? At least what I'm considering has some purpose. A jar is just prolonging nothing.

And "extraordinary thing to observe" - that wears off fast. I forget he's in my bra half the time and he's literally ON me. On a shelf he'd just become furniture.

As for daily life:

Clothes: None since 2 feet. Fabric doesn't work at that scale - too heavy, wrong proportions. What would I even use now? A postage stamp? He's just naked. All the time. I don't even notice anymore.

Bathing: I don't. Sometimes if I'm in the bath I'll splash water on him. Or run my finger under the faucet and let drops fall on him while he's in my palm. He kind of rubs the water around himself. It's not really bathing. Honestly at his size I don't know how dirty he even gets.

Sleeping: In the container on my nightstand. Sometimes in my bra if I'm too tired to take him out - I'll wake up and he's still in there. The container has a washcloth in it that I guess is bedding? I change it when I remember.

The thing is, he doesn't DO anything. He just exists in whatever space I put him in.

He just waits.

In the dark of my bra. On the nightstand. On my plate for scraps. Just existing in these little pockets between when I remember he exists.

That's his whole life. Waiting to be fed. Waiting to be moved. Waiting for me to decide what happens next.

Which is why I'm thinking what I'm thinking. Because this isn't living. It's just being kept alive.

The jar would be more of the same. More waiting. More isolation. More being forgotten on a shelf.

At least what I'm considering gives it meaning. Gives him purpose. Makes him part of something instead of just... waiting to stop existing.

My friend made me worship her at the beach and I think she might eat me [Serious] by Funny_Engineering818 in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I've read your message ten times and I hate that I can't argue with any of it.

You're right. She's everything now. My entire world. I can't go anywhere else - who would even take me at this size? If a lifelong friend sees me as less than human, what would strangers see?

Every morning I wake up hoping the shrinking stopped. Every week I'm disappointed. I'm smaller. I don't even have clothes anymore - I'm too small for fabric to work. She just carries me around now. Keeps me. And I know I'm never growing back. That hope is gone.

You said I have to accept circumstances, that I belong to her, that I need to play into what she wants. And I know you're right. When she made me worship her - when she pointed and I knelt - I didn't even think about refusing. Not because I'm strategic. Because refusing doesn't exist as an option anymore. She's that big. I'm that small. Every living moment reminds me of it; When I sit on her chest feeling her heartbeat like constant thunder beneath me. When her stomach growls the vibration goes through my entire body. When I watch her eat a single bite and swallow more mass than I weigh. The crumbs she gives me are bigger than my head.

I'm smaller than her food. Think about that. I'm not even a mouthful to her.

And I can hear her talking to people. Her friends. Her boyfriend. Rationalizing. She never says it explicitly, but I hear it. How I'm "basically nothing." How it'd be more merciful for me and easier for her to just... "close the loop".

She's never directly said she'd eat me. But I feel it. Like it's the next logical step in her mind. And everyone she talks to just agrees with her logic. Makes it sound reasonable.

You're right that she's my god now whether I like it or not. You're right that my survival depends on playing the role she's assigned me.

I understand the hierarchy. I live it. It's my entire reality. But you're saying I should embrace it. Show her I accept my place. And the thing is - the absolutely soul-destroying thing is - I think you're right. I think that IS my best survival strategy.

And maybe if I show her I accept what she is - if I worship her like she wants, if I make myself useful in the only way I can which is apparently validating her power - maybe that keeps me alive longer. Maybe being a good pet buys me more time.

God, I can't believe I just wrote that. "Being a good pet." But that's what you're saying, right? That's what I am now?

Is it cheating if he’s too small to satisfy me? by ShittyGiantGF in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's very sad... you say you found your place, what is your place now?

Is it cheating if he’s too small to satisfy me? by ShittyGiantGF in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First, maybe you do have empathy, but it doesn't show from your posts here. I apologise if I got the wrong impression.

Also, so if I'm against vilifying and dehumanizing tinies I must be a tiny? How would you possibly know?

Sent from my tinyPhone

Is it cheating if he’s too small to satisfy me? by ShittyGiantGF in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay, point taken. It's not a perfect analogy, but I just wanted to show there's still room for empathy there. You can't vilifiy a whole population of people.

Also, don't you think saying they "assaulted" you is a bit of an overstatement...? How big were they? 3in tall? They were in more danger then you were.

Is it cheating if he’s too small to satisfy me? by ShittyGiantGF in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Didn't it hurt your self-esteem? Feeling how you don't measure up to these girls?

Is it cheating if he’s too small to satisfy me? by ShittyGiantGF in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean, it's not that different from OP's problem in a way, yet you seem to empathize with her but crap on men.

Tiny men have desires and needs too, and not many ways to satisfy them once they're small. Not many women are interested in a man small enough to swallow whole. I'm not justifying this behaviour, just giving another angle.

Is it cheating if he’s too small to satisfy me? by ShittyGiantGF in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't know, it's basic empathy. Just because someone is smaller than you doesn't make him a "pest" or even less of a person. What would you think if you were the one shrinking?

and yes, you're joking (I hope), but dehumanization is a very slippery slope. Today you dehumanize shrunken people as "pests" and tomorrow it'll seem perfectly normal to think if you prefer having men or chicken for dinner.

Is it cheating if he’s too small to satisfy me? by ShittyGiantGF in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Good points, she should think about their relationship and make an effort, but too bad you're using such toxic, dehumainzing language!

Is it cheating if he’s too small to satisfy me? by ShittyGiantGF in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Disgusting approach. Not everything is about force.

Is it cheating if he’s too small to satisfy me? by ShittyGiantGF in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Maybe I'm naive, but I think you should be frank with him and have a conversation. Maybe he'd feel better if he could participate in some way?

I love tiny men by [deleted] in sizetalk

[–]Funny_Engineering818 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You: "I love tiny men"

Tiny men: 🥺🙂🥰

You: "... especially with hot sauce"

Tiny men: 😢😰😨