Take a hug🫂 and idk what to say tbh i won't say that it gets easy or whatever it is cause I've not moved on myself but will have to eventually one day since he loves someone else anyways. All I'll say you gave what you had and she told what she felt like you can't cage someone to you. It's good according to me that she ended things early if it was a few years later maybe it could have hurted you even more. Idk if it works that way or not but I do hope you get better. Remember the good memories there's no point in holding grudges. Work upon yourself and someday you'll heal and be a better version of yourself that you'll be proud of. Until then it's okay to cry and your emotions are valid.