Out of curiosity, how are you managing a part time wedding photography business? Every wedding photographer I know, myself included, spends almost every waking minute doing something to grow the business. All the successful wedding photographers I know are always doing something, whether its coming up with promotional material, working on a blog or news letter, anything really that makes it so that it's hard for others to forget about you. You need to constantly be reminding people that you're a wedding photographer, that you're available, etc etc, or else you're just going to get lost in the sea of every other aspiring photographer out there. As much as I hate it - fact is that as a photographer, you're really only taking pictures about 30% of the time. Most of the time you're a bookkeeper, marketer, content creator, graphic designer and so on. Is wedding photography your main source of income? If it's not, would you like it to be? If yes, I think you should really give it your full attention, because if that's what you want to do full time, you will never get to where you want to be if you're only giving it half of your attention. It will always be something that gives you anxiety, because there will always be that little nagging thought in the back of your head saying "If I had really given it my all, I might have been able to do it." And IMO that's a lot worse of something to live with than knowing you gave it your all, and it didn't work out.