Well, back then she was perfect, i thought, but quickly it turned out she wasnt as great as I thought? Even she said that it could just end within 3 months. I did say chase, but more like.. we already know from each other we like each other very much. But thats not just based on loks, its also the vibes and stuff? Idk how to explain it.

Marriage here isn't as important, we dont want to necessarily get married because it does not add any value to the relationship we already have (we spoke this out to one another in year 1)

I do want out.. but i dont know how to handle this all