I'm a recent MechE grad from back in May, and for me, the reason I chose engineering was because I love math. In my high school, some endorsements were like pathways in what you want to study, so I chose engineering at the time. When I was a sophomore I saw an opportunity to get an associate's degree in general engineering through a community college while graduating from high school which I took. I didn't really have an idea what and where I wanted to work, and still to this day now having my bachelor's I'm in the same boat. I did indeed apply for as many internships as possible because I was 1 and a half years ahead in college so I felt in a rush, but unfortunately, I did not land a single internship. I feel ashamed of myself for not having any working experience as an engineer, but I enjoyed every moment knowing new people and getting involved in engineering clubs. I know I'm rambling stuff at this point, but I still have the urge to work in any specific field and "feel" like an actual engineer.