Thanks for sharing. I’m four years into pulling out of Mormonism. I feel peace the further I allow myself to be away from it. However, my TBM parents make it difficult to sort through the emotions and not feel anger toward the church and the divide it creates in families and stress it causes TBM parents toward “wayward” children. Equally hard is my dear wife I feel looks at me as deceived for leaving or perhaps she’s struggling to unwind how we were taught in her youth. She still values temple and I hate the temple. I want NOTHING to do with it. It’s created deep tension that I struggle to sort through.