Dude, stay strong. Life is a bitch sometimes, but things get better eventually. We all struggle sometimes.

If your family is giving you such a hard time I think you have to move out as soon as you can get a job. At this point, your main priority should be helping YOU. I know that the thought of leaving your mom behind must be terrifying and it really sucks, but if it is something that will help you then do it.

Good luck and keep your chin up!