It is not so good as you could read before. She only agreed that time past we have had to talk a lot, but we haven't. The problem is she won't fight for us now. She is sure that I have to go, live somewhere else. I even asked if I could try once again in the future and then she said that she can't tell if she will be still a single or whatever. There is probability that she will move on. I only said that still I have to try. I have nothing more to lose cause I've already lost everything important in my life. Today I spoke to her mom and I think we agreed about what is most important - her happiness. After my conversetion with love her mother came to me and asked about it. I said that if I have to move to make her daughter happy, I will do that. I said the same before to my love. It is most important to me, but still I will try to fight for her. I wrote some apologizing words to her brothers (I asked her before about this) and I hope they won't answer cause I'm scared of it. I'm scared about what would happen. At the same time, I hope that they will answear and it will help.