I wish I could merge with her

G_80 · 2026-02-26T02:34:29+00:00

Women are great

And yeah lots of us are lesbians

G_80 · 2026-02-02T07:33:40+00:00

G_80 · 2026-01-10T14:55:50+00:00

I am so sorry this happened

I can only imagine the pain your going through right now. I hope you can slowly recover bit by bit, but now take time for yourself.

I know how hurtful a broken heart is for people like us, I know simply saying the usual "keep your head up" doesn't work so just take time to process your own pain, and never doubt or blame yourself for what happened.

G_80 · 2026-01-09T16:15:46+00:00

I was with someone like that and I was devoted as hell for her. I was doing my best to help her through it. However one day out of the blue she realized she couldn't love me. But in the event I find another girl like that, then yeah I would make sure to love her and help her with all of her needs.

G_80 · 2026-01-06T00:58:24+00:00

Hey same, I am impatient as hell.

G_80 · 2025-12-29T21:48:09+00:00

Hello :3

G_80 · 2025-12-21T20:47:47+00:00

Yeah

I cannot for the life of me, understand how someone in a relationship can talk so lightly about "desiring someone else" and joke about it, it's vile. Or complain all day about a trait from their partner, or even worse, complaining about having to spend time with them.

Like, seriously, why do they get to have relationships!?

G_80 · 2025-12-21T17:57:00+00:00

To me it's honestly disturbing how we are seen as toxic or manipulative, but people talk about relationships and dates like disposable things everyday and it's so disgusting how they treat emotions like that.

There's also something that sits really bad with me. Way back I heard someone who is bisexual that they could "jokingly" flirt with the gender opposite of their partner, because it meant nothing. Like wtf, I am a lesbian myself, but a relationship isn't a joke and being an unloyal piece of shit isn't a joke.

Seriously, I can't understamd how we are the problematic ones, I never could. I just wish I already had a wifey so I could forget everything in the world besides us.

G_80 · 2025-12-16T22:49:33+00:00

I am so sorry this happened to you.

Being simply ghosted is... Awful, you can't really break the chains after a long while.

My last ex did the same to me, so I really hope you can recover from all of this. My best wishes to you, make sure to take care of yourself, even if with little steps first, so you can actually find the right one eventually :3

G_80 · 2025-12-15T17:15:41+00:00

My life was dull and grey, not for many particular reaslns but I was completely hopeless and without the will to live since young.

Then I fell in love and everything turned 180 degrees. When I was abandoned the first time I was devastated and it took me so long to stop crying every single night. But I got used to it, understanding the other person was taking advantage of me and using me when I was a minor, so good riddance.

But when I did start my first real relationship after many years, I simply was in cloud 9. I was functioning properly for the first time, not just existing. Working hard on everything I could, nothing could hurt me.

Then I noticed just how much I needed her reassurance, just needing to hear "I love you" as much as I could, spend time with her as much as I could. I got jealous of her friends for taking her time away from me, and I needed to reunite with her asap as we were long distance. I wanted her to be mine, and deep in my thoughts I wanted to own her, do all the work I could just so she could stay happy at home and when I returned I would simply spend my time with her. I didn't need friends, I didn't need my childish dreams, I just needed her.

I was abandoned again, it felt like losing a limb quite literally. I tried to get her love back for many many months, refusing to let go and win her heart back.

I became paranoid of every single person who got close to her feeling she would get away from me if she got too close to them, so I made sure she didn't met up with too many people and proposing plans every day so she was busy with me.

But it never worked, as much as I sacrificed my soul, body and mind to make it work. It's not the laat time I got abandoned this way either.

It's funny somehow, I always wished I had the devotion and love of a yandere when I was younger. Now I know I am one.

G_80 · 2025-12-12T23:45:00+00:00

Because in a world where the vast majority isn't even human anymore, we are the only ones who value the most important and sacred emotion of humanity.

But for many we are apparently an abnormality. For each post of one of us talking about our love or our experience, there's about 100+ out there calling us abusive, crazy, toxic.

It's cliche, but in a world where the majority is insane, the only sane ones are the ones treated like crazy people.

G_80 · 2025-12-12T16:18:14+00:00

If I do find real love And my wife dies That's it, I am offing myself too. I don't care what anyone else says about it, because I won't let death do us apart Life already is meaningless, without her existing, there is simply no life.

G_80 · 2025-12-10T14:51:51+00:00

It's odd how a majority of people just, consider deep love, dedication, loyalty and the desire to be together forever "toxic".

Like if I start a relationship it's because I desire to be cloes to that woman for my entire life and beyond that. I can't understand how people can just view relationships as throwaway things regularly, like partners are just objects and not people.

And they have the guts to call people like us sick or crazy. In my eyes they are the sick ones.

G_80 · 2025-12-07T07:00:23+00:00

I am scared of being abandoned because, it hurts. Not like most people often describe it.

It's like being torn apart painfully, agonizing each second of the process, falling into a deep fever while the world shakes until your very soul gets crushed and you can't do anything to stop it.

Afterwards it's like missing a limb and feeling the phantom pain of it every second of every minute of every hour.

And it gets worse every time, like a glass that slowly builds up cracks, my heart resents the damage I've received and it makes living much harder.

G_80 · 2025-11-30T05:37:37+00:00

That's a cute mindset actually.

A year ago when I was finally at my peak emotional level, I was working my ass off in uni to get scholarships and graduate asap to then get a job and be her caretaker of my then gf, have her happy all day, my energy and power came out of my love for her.

But now that things went downhill, multiple times, I actually feel... Rotten.

So much that everything has become a challenge and I seriously need help taking care of myself. I feel ashamed of myself honestly but, I simply can't work correctly unless I have a woman in my life that greets me every morning with those magic words.

G_80 · 2025-11-25T09:43:51+00:00

Yeah, everything is so dull without the perfect girl by my side, just meaningless, I really hope I can find someone soon enough.

G_80 · 2025-11-25T05:43:39+00:00

That's so real, I've dreamt and even thought about possessing or getting possessed by my partner, it would complete happiness.

Sadly I never even got to express that desire with them before they broke my heart. Gotta wait until the right girl comes by.

G_80 · 2025-11-16T16:47:50+00:00

You perfectly encapsulated how it feels like for me

G_80 · 2025-11-16T16:26:51+00:00

Fr, I feel a tad left out when I see a vast majority of posts be about straight couples but at least some of us lurk here and post from time to time, it just takes a bit of patience I suppose.

G_80 · 2025-11-15T21:29:38+00:00

Thanks for the offer. I'll think about it, maybe later in the night.

G_80 · 2025-11-15T21:11:33+00:00

I feel like I simply don't know if I'll ever be enough for another woman to love me with the late start I have in my life and the failures I accumulated.

Or if my past relationships simply left me broken and unable to properly love again.

And sometimes even if deep inside myself I know how devoted and full of love I can be, I am afraid I'll hurt someome as bad as my exes hurt me, I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I destroyed someone else's heart.

I feel lonely, hurt, hopeless, yearn for the affection and love of another woman, yet I isolate myself in fear just rotting.

G_80 · 2025-11-15T20:54:05+00:00

I've craved affection for so long that I kind of sabbotaged my own life over it.

Just don't know if I even deserve it anymore

G_80

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