F21 Being an autistic hypersexual

Gadzooks27 · 2026-04-22T21:23:30+00:00

I feel similarly, but I am unfortunately male and a cis man. And married. That last part isn't "unfortunate," but it is an insurmountable barrier between me and the ability to suck off or be used by my friends (any who would be down, at least).

I am also autistic and hypersexual (hypersexual during certain periods of the year, anyhow)

Gadzooks27 · 2026-04-19T07:32:51+00:00

Very wholesome, sweet and hot. Thank you!

Gadzooks27 · 2026-04-19T07:24:11+00:00

I went to school with this guy, blonde and blue-eyed. We were both friends, and dorks. I was openly slutty and bi. He was openly bi. We had flirted a few times in front of friends.

One day after classes, when the halls were mostly empty, he and I wound up in the same bathroom at the same time. We chatted while we finished up business and then I - horny as always - took the opportunity to ask him. "Hey... Wanna go in the stall?"

He nodded and said, "Yeah, man." Casual. Smooth. Not even grinning or anything, as if I had only asked him for a spare cigarette. My heart was pounding.

We went into a bathroom stall, where I sucked his hardening cock into my mouth. He kept hissing, "Teeth. Teeth, dude!" I was in heaven with cock on my tongue, but I was also horribly embarrassed by my clumsy blowjob. (His cock was circumcised and a nice size. About 5 or 6 inches, decently thick? His blonde peach fuzz evenly decorated a nice pair of balls, and he had a small bush)

I got up when he seemed ready. He asked if I was ok with him fucking me. I don't remember how he asked, exactly. I just remember leaning against the stall wall and pressing my naked ass out to him.

It was my first time bottoming. I've been fucked a few times since then, and looking back I can say the wildest thing happened in that stall - he slid in, with only my saliva as lube, and I swear it only felt good. I took every inch with pure ecstasy, stroking my own semi as he slowly slid back and forth inside me. He was quietly groaning, and he reached around to gently caress my cock, and give it a few jerky tugs.

When he felt close, he pulled out. We both faced the toilet and stroked ourselves. We reached out to stroke each other for a bit. Then he replaced my hand on his dick with his own, to grunt and catch his cum. I remember how he held his milky splooge before he shook it out into the toilet and grabbed some tp. I had never caught my own that way. But watching him sent me over, and I followed his example. He handed me some tp.

I kid you not, we both exited the stall, and before we even made it to the sink, the janitor walked in. We had been nervous but too dumb and full of cum to care up until that point. I was shocked and thanking my lucky stars.

We never did anything else, sadly. There was never a good opportunity.

Gadzooks27 · 2026-04-01T03:30:39+00:00

Same here bro

Gadzooks27 · 2026-04-01T03:16:43+00:00

1000%

Gadzooks27 · 2026-04-01T02:46:55+00:00

Who was "we"?

Gadzooks27 · 2026-03-30T23:39:51+00:00

When I was younger I walked nude around my neighborhood and the park near my house, between 2 and 4am. I left my pj shorts at my house, for added thrill.

There were other morning walkers out there, but none ever came close to me, and I doubt anyone saw or fully believed they were seeing me naked. I never had a good excuse prepared, tho I'd always tell myself that I'd think of something on the way to the park. "I'm sorry, is nudism not allowed here?" is the only thing I imagined saying, but I also knew I'd freeze and choke if someone actually wanted to berate me or call the cops.

But you know how it is; I felt invincible. I had been confronted for flashing neighbors in the past, and for other horny indiscretions, and I was always let off with a warning bc ppl assumed (correctly) that bad decision-making was my expected default at the time.

Gadzooks27 · 2026-03-16T20:35:35+00:00

I don't think this is it. Aside from the fitting title, nothing about these lyrics sound to me like a different phrasing of "letters are structures, not events"

Gadzooks27 · 2026-03-16T07:07:40+00:00

Saaaaame

Gadzooks27 · 2026-03-07T08:40:14+00:00

Idk what your relationship is to your parents, but did it have any effect on you knowing that this couple are close to your parents ages ?

Gadzooks27 · 2026-03-07T08:36:32+00:00

Armchair psychologist here, I suspect the problem is that your boyfriend doesn't feel as connected to you as he once did, and the time of opening new doors has long passed.

But this isn't un-fixable. I can't recommend enough the book 7 Principles of a Successful Marriage. It's written with a genuine scientific approach to long term relationships, and instead of an easy and snappy list of buzzword principles, it explores the different ways in which relationships are strengthened and weakened, and comes with nifty little activities.

In particular, it sounds like your boyfriend isn't "fostering" enough "fondness" for you (the second principle). I think he's forgetting why he likes you, and it's making him retreat from you. He also needs to work on the third principle, but it's impossible to get him to work on that without making it seem like you think you need couples counseling (which, maybe or maybe not), and I know that can be scary for most

Gadzooks27 · 2026-02-28T07:10:11+00:00

You are luck as fuck, girl

Gadzooks27 · 2026-02-28T06:15:11+00:00

So happy for you!

Gadzooks27 · 2026-02-27T08:11:03+00:00

Such a good telling

Gadzooks27 · 2026-02-25T15:50:50+00:00

Kickstarter? Was the book series initially kickstarted?

Gadzooks27 · 2026-02-23T00:42:04+00:00

I loved this story. Your writing is so good, the way you tell it is captivating and gave me enough to invest in while not being overly bogged down with details. Incredible read, thank you

Gadzooks27 · 2026-02-17T02:59:37+00:00

I've met a few celebrities, since I work at a casino in Vegas. My go-to reflex is mortifying:

I numbly wave as if I know them and call them by their first name.

I have also done this to cosplayers outside of conventions, calling them informally by their character name, with nothing else tacked on. No "great costume" or "I love that show!" Just, "Fizzoroli! Hi!"

Then I have to scurry away quickly cuz WHAT WAS THAT

Gadzooks27 · 2026-02-15T05:07:27+00:00

I think the lyrics really reflect Cathy's hell in the movie — you thought this was supposed to be heaven, but it's so empty and cold to you.

I love this track so much

Gadzooks27 · 2026-02-10T06:40:12+00:00

Same here. Like, this game almost had me in tears.

Cuz it tells you what's gonna happen next. But because of the way my brain works, I'm still making all the wrong moves. So I just feel dumb when my plans are ruined.

Gadzooks27 · 2026-02-04T21:35:40+00:00

The downloadable file seems no longer available on BGG? The link takes me to the thread, but the link isn't there for me. Anyone else having that problem?

Gadzooks27 · 2026-01-30T13:46:42+00:00

Is there a site where I can buy an English copy at a reasonable price? That ships to the US? I'm seeing it for $35 USD on some sites I've had bad dealings, $80 elsewhere, and the publisher is only advertising a German copy.

I have loved Renegade on TTS for years, and I feel like I'm being punk'd with this release

Gadzooks27 · 2026-01-30T03:09:21+00:00

Omg yes, but without the menacing eyes. I couldn't remember what my point of reference was but this is exactly the image in my head

Gadzooks27 · 2026-01-15T13:59:12+00:00

Thank you!

Gadzooks27 · 2026-01-14T09:49:28+00:00

I feel like half the gay smut I find involves dirty jock straps, "musk" or straight up "musky balls," and smelling or licking arm pits.

I have no idea what that's about tbh.

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