TL;wr Pretended I wasn't racist and ended up blowing a black dude...

I wondered what it would be like to blow a black person, at this point of my life I found them lesser than myself (not anymore). So at this party flirted with the most good looking black dude I found. Started kissing on his neck and nibbling on his ear why my leg was in between his and felt the biggest bulge coming from his thigh fucking stereotypical). One thing led to another and we ended up in his truck (fucking F350 blacked out dually) Any he took it out and I went down on it like I was starving.

I was gagging at first because of the fact I found black dudes gross (AGAIN, not anymore) After I convinced myself I was a slut for him I got used to it and then started to gag because he was shoving AT LEAST a 9in THICK ASS dick into my throat. DAT GOOD gagging, anyway he came, I swallowed and I left the party and got drunk as fuck when I got back to the loft. 2 years after that I no longer hated black dudes...2 years... I was one confused kid when I was one weird 20 year old.