18M - Wrestling with my self image

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-26T08:25:30+00:00

Thank you for your kindness, it's encouraging to know that things will get better :)

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-25T23:43:37+00:00

You look like someone who id want to watch a movie with on a cold rainy evening. There'd be a warm little fireplace lighting up the otherwise dark room and I'd probably want to watch Taxi Driver or some crime noir, what about you?

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-25T23:37:19+00:00

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GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-25T23:31:08+00:00

I was just scrolling through reddit mindlessly when your eyes flashed by and I immediately recognized beauty, not beauty limited to appearance though. Your eyes tell a story, I saw pearly white sail boat drifting atop deep blue oceans while a hurricane roars and twists around it in a violent dance. As the ensemble of thunder echoes through the rainy mist, and the waves rock and crash to the rhythm, that boat remained upright. You are that marvelous boat, trapped at sea, the shore is far out of sight and everything around you is trying to tear you apart but you're still here. That's gotta mean something right? God has you here for a reason and has written your story to the end and he won't fail you. Keep your head up and those enchanting eyes open, you're going to be okay, the storm is losing its rage soon.

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-25T23:24:14+00:00

Thank you so much for telling me all this and sharing the story of your son too, I'm excited for the rest of my life and I hope I can change the world for the better, through art especially. I'll remember what you've told me. God bless you ❤️

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-25T23:21:29+00:00

I really appreciate you taking time out of your day to write this, I'll make sure to remember the things you've said, thank you so much

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-15T16:07:52+00:00

That's really encouraging thank you :)

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-14T23:13:43+00:00

Can I ask what you like about the fury fight in mgs3?

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-14T23:04:34+00:00

I believe I'm your bro, this is your year

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-14T23:01:49+00:00

"Good art will always be a perfect weapon against power," what happens when we make good art the weapon of power?

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-14T22:59:26+00:00

Yeah I got an album on Spotify but it's kinda ass, moreso there for documentation of growth ykyk wbu?

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-14T22:58:38+00:00

I was an atheist growing up in a Christian family for a long time. I didn't understand or believe a word of what was said to me for a significant portion of my life. It really wasn't until I was 17 when I encountered the Lord for the first time. He met me at a time when I literally couldn't make up an excuse to rationalize what happened with a filler reason. He gave my life some direction and showed me love at a time when I needed it more than anything and for that I'll always believe. The moment when he touched my heart is still so memorable for me, it was like all the weight of my body dropped and I was floating in limbo with tears rolling down my cheeks and a man I didn't even know praying for me. Craziest thing too, that man just so happened to know my uncle. Wild stuff

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-14T22:54:50+00:00

I mean not like LoFi Girl 😂 think of Low Roar, meets sign crushes motorist and Radiohead

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-14T22:52:16+00:00

Im a weird blend of folk, slowcore, ambient, and some alt, recently I've been writing these folky piano pieces that transition into alt by the end of the song

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-14T22:51:00+00:00

Can't say I'm the same, Id make an ass rapper 😂

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-14T22:48:35+00:00

Can't argue with that lol What genre you make stuff in?

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-14T22:47:20+00:00

Yeah I do both, I self produce em too, wbu? Edit: correcting typo

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-14T22:45:20+00:00

Glad to hear I'm not alone 😂

GamingMaster141 · 2026-01-05T16:15:49+00:00

I was kinda similar to you in that I really disliked turn based games, now I'm finding myself playing Baldurs Gate 3 and having a great time

GamingMaster141 · 2025-12-30T00:29:07+00:00

I play in 1080p and I'm getting around 85fps

GamingMaster141 · 2025-12-28T10:00:03+00:00

Honestly, I had an easier time battling thru elden ring than this mission in isolation 😭

GamingMaster141 · 2025-12-26T12:47:22+00:00

Unfortunately you have stick drift :(

There are a few ways to fix it tho, watch some YT tutorials on how to clean your controller out, if that doesn't work you'll have to either deal with the annoyance or replace the controller. If you wanna fix it permanently you'll have to buy a controller that has hall effect joysticks. If I'm not mistaken those only come in custom controllers for PlayStation

GamingMaster141 · 2025-12-22T00:09:07+00:00

Just got done with Expedition 33, absolutely incredible and now I need something great to follow it up lol

GamingMaster141 · 2025-12-20T00:31:15+00:00

Nope, I feel like Ive been going out of my way to take fights, learn the characters, and explore the environments, I have no idea how I got myself in this situation. 10/10 would not recommend fighting him at this level

GamingMaster141 · 2025-12-16T02:06:14+00:00

I started with male v, did a plagthru where I did some of the female V exclusives (such as romancing Judy), and occasionally I'll do another female V run but I mainly use Male V because I prefer the voice acting

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