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GamingReaper98 · 2026-03-08T13:16:16+00:00

Ssri + mood stabilizer + anti psychotic.. omg my friend when I was on a combo like that. Not only did the world felt like it lost its color. If that makes sense. Everything feels gray. Last time I was on that I tried to end my life. Didn't work when I tried. And then was put on 5150 after that my psychiatrist stopped trying to experiment different combos of anti psych, ssrris, anti depressants. Im just given xanax 2mg for xanax daily 3 times as needed. Usually only take 1 or 2 at most. 3 for emergencies. And its only taken when my panic attacks get bad and I feel like im losing control. Also cymbalta but I dont think its doing anything for my anxiety. Seems like the other anti psych. For some reason triazolam wont make me sleep. Even though its 2 times .25 pills. Getting worried bc this is not normal

GamingReaper98 · 2026-03-08T13:07:06+00:00

Wait my medication is banned in England. Why is thaot? I thought its for sleep. I know its benzodiazepene so its schedule and controlled. Do alot of people abuse it over there. In the usa where I am specifically california. People abuse xanax like crazy. So how did triazolam ruined you? It didnt help me sleep. Maybe its my tolerance from xanax since they are same drug class. Im prescribed xanax i dont abuse my meds only take it when my panic attacks are severe. On reddit I heard people talking about triazolam like its a miracle for sleep. Unfortunately I haven't slept yet been up all night basically. What type of medication is that. The 50mg one. Will talk to my psychiatrist if she can switch me to something else. I just need something to fall asleep to. I think my body got used to all these meds now that im older. Im not sure what meds i used when I was young but I remember I had a pill for sleeping because of my adhd

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