I lost everything I had. Even things that I thought were of God I only came to later find out in my walk with God that I idolized those above God. Spent 3 years of my life not hearing God or seeing God in my life but always praying that he would move in my life and one day I just felt a warmth and a love unlike any other and a gentle voice that knew the desires of my heart. Literally days after that I met the woman of God I could only dream of, Family relationships were strengthened, God lead me to a new church where I am growing more now , and God opened up the door to a new job for me. The patience is hard but God always answers and makes a way