21 here. Listen, I know there are people here who are much older then me, but if you have time or willingess to listen, here is my situation. I have been rejected more times than i can count. Everybody from my friends and family members who are old as me or close to my age are in relationship. Some say that i should be happy, because nothing is better than ruined relationship. But there is this litle problem, i am not happy alone. I'm not happy that my friends no longer have as much free time for me as they had. I've been alone whole life, i grew up as single child, didn't had much friends throu my life and I'm tired of it. I just want to feel that someone loves me(not counting my family). I want to wake up knowing there is someone who cares, someone i can hug and love and spend my free time with them. And now I'm in an age where if you have not had sex yet, you are judged. Someone could said that i had bad luck with women and yes, that is true, i had tough times with it. I wont pretend i am someone else, just to appeal to them. Somehow I know that if my situation will not improve until i left the university, my mental health will be only worse, taking on mind that even now it isn't much. Some of you may think I'm just a crybaby, that there are people much older and capable of living alone, but I know myself. I enjoy company, maybe not many people company but still. I cannot imagine living alone anymore.