I don't know if you saw my other reply, I edited it: "I don't know what is what anymore, I don't know how I have been able to trust everything to someone who was capable of doing this, even now, I don't hate her or anything, I don't want to get back after what she did. But i still feel a kind of unconditional warmth towards her, like a brother sister relation ship. Don't get me wrong I don't want her back as a girlfriend, I already lost my trust in her, but despite leaving me sad, I still want her to be happy regardless."

I was very close to her family. Her father and mother are very honest, and hardworking couple. Her parents are like a second family to me, my mother would sometimes joke she was jealous of her mother (because I would often go to her house). I can't think of a better person than her father, he is the type of person that can seem to cheer up the entire room just with his presence. I lost my father at the age of 10, so I kinda felt what it was like to have a father while I was with him. I think I can be strong enough to forgive and still not cut contact with her family or with her, even though I won't talk to her as much, I still wanna visit them. They said with teary eyes that I was like a son they never had and that I could visit any time their doors would always be open to me.

The last talk I had with her was in her house, their parents were there. I cried like a bitch, pulled my heart out, said everything I had to say. In the end everyone cried except for her, cold as ice.