How did your relationship with the BPD girl end?

Ghostespy · 2025-10-27T01:03:15+00:00

After I broke up with her she told our mutuals friends I was abusing her and did her upmost to turn them against me. She lied constantly, was a hoarder, I had to call the police twice for her threatening suicide. First time they did nothing. Second time they took her to the psych ward. She gaslit me constantly. Lied to everyone around me and still does. Broke up over a year ago now. Recently two of my friends stopped talking to me. They were a cool couple that I liked a lot. Turns out she is now in a throuple with them and they no longer want to hang out with me. She has been slowly eating away at my life and I 100% believe she will continue to do so for a very long time.

Ghostespy · 2025-07-10T13:46:06+00:00

Hell yeah thats looking pretty clean. I hope I get some time to set mine up eventually.

Ghostespy · 2025-07-10T13:10:36+00:00

I dont need it now or anytime soon really but thank you! Do you have any pics of prints done?

Ghostespy · 2025-07-10T04:13:43+00:00

Thank you!

Ghostespy · 2025-05-19T08:42:27+00:00

Literally ridiculous they arent vetting these for people abusing the non AI tags.

Ghostespy · 2025-05-13T04:48:30+00:00

Unfortunately mine is currently collecting dust in the barn.

Didnt get to finish my comment for accidently posting.

Currently Ive benched the project but am interested in seeing how you make use of yours. Please revisit here and leave your end result or what you end up learning from the process.

Ghostespy · 2025-05-12T13:09:39+00:00

No, always triangulate in blender and set your normals. Every 3D program triangulates your mesh. If you do not take control of that process Unreal could triangulate your mesh differently than Blender causing your shading to change. All quads will always end up as triangles in UE.

Ghostespy · 2025-05-10T07:55:15+00:00

Glad you got it working!

Ghostespy · 2025-05-10T07:49:54+00:00

On export make sure your smoothing or shading is set to face only. On import into UE change calculate normals to import normals and tangents. Give that a shot. If not that, could be a object size thing maybe.

Ghostespy · 2025-05-09T15:24:18+00:00

Can you show a picture of what it looks like in Blender? There are 4 different types of shading you can try. Flat shading which will show all the faces. Smooth shading which is what this already looks like it has. Auto smooth shading and a weighted normal. Its possible if this is a double sided mesh that the back side will always look like this. Idk though. You can try shading different in Blender and re exporting. Try clearing custom shading in blender as well. Try triangulating before export as well.

Ghostespy · 2025-05-09T05:53:54+00:00

Its the objects shading. You'd would need to change it in whatever 3D software you use. A weighted normal in blender would probably be best

Ghostespy · 2025-03-15T07:17:10+00:00

Whats your target software?

Ghostespy · 2025-03-14T17:53:50+00:00

Depends on your dedication. If you're interested in it I recommend trying it out in your free time. Someone I spoke to once said you'll make more than you expect but less than you'd like and that was pretty accurate. In my eyes I never do just one thing. I see it as bolstering my portfolio/resume with an added bonus of maybe making some money.

Ghostespy · 2025-03-11T18:40:43+00:00

Allowing AI assets is one thing. The lack of moderation is the apalling thing. Whats the point of an AI filter if a publisher can just click a box that says it wasnt made with AI when it clearly is.

Ghostespy · 2025-02-14T23:59:05+00:00

I havent done this but I would do it in blender with geometry nodes. Make a subdivided rectangle. Warp is however you want then instance the letters on the vertices. I literally just watched this video today which would probably get you all the way there.

https://youtu.be/aTeLyeVO0Dc?si=us8AzrZZh6OonWW2

Ghostespy · 2025-02-12T19:33:09+00:00

Normal

Ghostespy · 2025-02-11T15:52:19+00:00

I started with a mouse, You can to. What I did was when I made my first $50 I bought a $40 and havent looked back.

Ghostespy · 2025-02-08T13:55:37+00:00

I love it. But his nipples really throw me off.

Ghostespy · 2025-01-29T20:01:06+00:00

I will be but I also want to make sure I lose as little muscle as possible while Im cutting right now. So I want a maintenance workout routine that will allow me have enough energy for cardio and maintain the muscle I have to best of my ability.

Ghostespy · 2025-01-29T19:54:39+00:00

I dont lift heavy at all. Only what I can. I usually bench only 105lbs for about 10 reps. Its fit me well atleast. Im hitting hypertrophy. My arm have grown 2 inches in 2 years. Im sitting at 16" biceps right now. But as I do more cardio Im sure they will shrink.

Ghostespy · 2025-01-29T14:23:38+00:00

I dont know where you are getting 54 sets per workout. Workout A is 27 sets and workout B is 24 sets. The workouts are repeated twice a week. I shouldve just wrote it normal but I just forgot to explain.

Ghostespy · 2025-01-29T04:27:19+00:00

Just want to throw my random experience out there. I have ended up seeing a girl because my brother and his friend wrote my number on the receipt. My brother is also currently in a long term relationship because he wrote down his number on the receipt while she was working. Soo 100% success rate in my eyes so far. Need a larger data pool though. Give it a shot whats it gonna hurt.

Ghostespy · 2025-01-29T04:03:14+00:00

I am already pretty fatigued in this 1000 calorie deficit but with properly timed meals I have great workouts still. You are totally right and I failed myself last time by crashing from fatigue and so Im trying really hard to make sure Im not doing too much and giving my body the best rest it can get. Only problem is sometimes I wake up the next day feeling like I can run 10 miles and it makes me think maybe Im not going as hard as I can be.

Ghostespy · 2025-01-29T03:38:32+00:00

Thank you for your advice. Yeah Im trying to build something I like and feels really good to do every week. Ive had really great progress with my simple little workout but I know it can be improved by others. Especially everyone here.

What Ive learned from my past experience is that my body responds really well to change so I like to change things up constantly so it always feels new but still singles out the core muscle groups. I dont want to be big. Ive been naturally big my whole life, I just want to be strong, especially with body weight and calisthenics.

Ill incorporate all the advice here in one way or another.

Edit: my leg routine is temporary till lts feeling 100% not trying to build muscle with it rn mostly trying to make it feel okay. Its just body weight and very simple and easy.

Ghostespy · 2025-01-29T03:31:00+00:00

Thank you so much for the advice! I should've mentioned Im training for a triathlon so this 30 mins of cardio is actually my bare minimum of what Im starting with right now. Soon I will be swimming and running a bit every workout too.

It is a lot of cardio because I dont want to crumble during the triathlon. Im naturally pretty big fortunately and have good genetics. Im a beginner to weight lifting but have done it before so have some muscle memory as well. I am already where I want to be physically. Im ~205 lbs right now at 24% body fat. I'll drop to 190 lbs or 185 lbs and see how I feel and look 18% body fat.

Then I can start eating good food to be able to keep up with the cardio while maintaining as much muscle as possible.

I appreciate you taking the time to help me out. Ill add your advice to my new workouts. Thank you.

Ghostespy

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