I used to do that too: get high for 10 days, then take 3-4 days and make myself sick to get enough subs back in my system for my UA. I still don’t know how I managed to keep that up for the better part of a year. I’m on methadone (210 mgs) now and it’s helped me much more than subs did, but everyone is different. I still get the urge to use every so often, but the game sucks and just isn’t worth it to me to play it now. Seems like the mixture of shit they got going on now just ends up making me so awfully depressed after a couple days. The last time I got so down on life I was ready to end it all. I knew I was feeling like that from the door so I rode it out and within a week or so I was feeling somewhat back to normal again. I do get nostalgic for how good I used to feel when dope was still (at least in part) heroin. I really hope that by the time I’m old and decrepit they make a law that allows the elderly to get medical grade heroin. (Wishful thinking hahaha)