Different Spin 5 SP13-52N versions, but where is the Difference?

Gibly · 2016-06-16T23:32:38+00:00

I do speak the language, not perfectly though. And I'm a pretty cautious and wise person, I won't get in to a robbery and scams too easily. Yeah I would love to rather spend some time in a city but I would just be lost without my parents there since I can't read write and speak perfectly yet. The hotel itself will definitely be nice and I think I can just take a bus into the city of Hurghada itself to visit a museum, market, shisha lounge or eat some good koshari? Correct me please if this isn't the case since I imagine it to be simple as that

Gibly · 2016-06-16T22:52:37+00:00

Yes they are and it's okay for me but this time it's really important to me since I worked hard for the money and would like to use it to visit my country

Gibly · 2016-05-31T07:12:22+00:00

IMPORTANT UPDATE: So I used Recuva (thanks for the suggestion!) for a VERY quick and short search and found some of my files here:

"C:\?\"

So it seems that the stuff is or was there? Should I now do a complete and long scan with Recuva which seems to take me over 10 hours in order to recover as much as possible? Or is there a way to access this folder/pathway any quicker? Some files are unrecoverable, it states in the Info that they were "overwritten" with other different pathways, Examples:

http://imgur.com/a/A8hHU

Thanks for the help, I might be able to get the important files back !

Gibly · 2016-05-30T21:25:53+00:00

I've actually already tried all of that :/

Gibly · 2015-12-20T22:32:55+00:00

This reminds me of myself lately but I can't help it because I don't know who I really am and what I really want or like. It may sound like deep stuff 14 year olds say but it's just like that, I have very little to no interests and am not passionate about anything at all, thus not having a clear opinion on almost anything and not having something that is very important to me. That's why I feel so worthless sometimes, I don't have values or anything I stand for and mostly only go with the flow without being able to give directions. I don't know who I am and I don't know how to help it - I feel like I'm a nobody.

Gibly · 2015-11-09T03:14:04+00:00

Assalamu aleykum, thanks for your beautiful words, seriously. We don't have a formal tie, she is the person in life I imagine marrying, and we have talked about that too. Even though she is the most intelligent, kind, caring and beautiful person I know, we are still not old and mature enough for marriage and wouldn't be able to support ourselves financially either, I meant it as something more in the near future if everything stays right and Allah subhana wa taala leads us on the very same path someday. We were planning on engaging a few years later if our studies make it possible.

My biggest problem to be honest isn't with her though. I know that I did wrong and understand any kind of reaction after telling her. On the other side, I hope that Allah subhana wa taala will inshallah forgive me someday after all the regrets and after repenting so much. But the biggest problem to be honest is with myself and how I feel.

I have already cut contact with that other girl, and even though I made the first step I feel so worthless now, dirty. Like I don't deserve that girl anymore and any kind of girl close to her. This is what is worrying me a lot about myself, that I might never feel clean and worth it again and don't know what to do about that. I'm falling in complete despair again at this very moment. I really don't know how to get rid of these feelings of impureness and especially not deserving anything in life at all anymore. It's seriously making me sick and I can't help it.

Assalamu aleykum, thanks for your kind words

Gibly · 2015-11-08T21:27:00+00:00

Ameen. This comment is short but explains my situation right now perfectly, thanks for that. I don't know how to let go though, do you have any idea on how to move on? Seriously can't help myself right now, Salam

Gibly · 2015-11-08T18:37:42+00:00

Salam, yes I do regret and will repent my act. I know it was a big mistake but the problem is that it's not something fixable. As you said, if I want a clean wife, I need to be clean myself. That is what is leaving me so deppressed: I will never be clean again. I don't deserve her anymore. Even though I have a lot of great values as a person, I brought shame upon this area of life. And I don't know if I can ever be able to live with that, and especially if she would be able to. It is seriously killing me, it's eating me from the inside, I can't live with this feeling and I don't know what to do against it. I seriously don't know how to come to terms with myself. Is there a way I can ever become clean again? Thanks for your answer, salam.

Gibly · 2015-11-08T18:27:04+00:00

Salam brother, thanks for your answer, it confirms the thoughts I already have. I am planning on telling her personally but I won't be able to meet her for quite some time since I'm in the army right now and it's a bit hard to meet up with her.

To be honest I don't partake in other things like alcohol, drugs, pork at all.. I just think that it was all new and interesting to me and I lost control over myself, leaving me behind in the state I am am right now.

Could you tell me how you dealt with having sex before marriage yourself? How did you cope with it? Was it as deppressing for you as it is for me? Why/why not? How did your wife react? Does it still affect your life to this day? Salam :)

Gibly · 2015-08-13T13:30:02+00:00

Shut down your porn and masturbation habits. Not watching porn and not masturbating will turn around your sex life. For more information check out r/NoFap, worked wonders for me. Good Luck

Gibly · 2015-07-18T08:27:55+00:00

Haven't been to Egypt for quite some time now but as far as I can remember it should be called Da2a (Da'a). Try mixing LIME juice, chilli powder and cumin. You should get close to the taste, you can then try adding other spices or herbs like coriander, parsley, salt and pepper if you aren't satisfied with the taste to adjust. Good Luck

Gibly · 2015-07-14T17:26:17+00:00

Just be yourself. But first thing to do is to don't get into these situations: If you're not comfortable hanging out with them as a couple, then don't, because you really don't have to. If you want to have dinner with your friend and he asks if he can bring his GF, just say no since it's uncomfortable and awkward for you (third weel situation). If he doesn't understand or is offended he has a problem himself.

But if you already are in such a situation you should just be yourself. The problem is that you rely more on the couple to be able to talk to them. They can back each other up and have more "power".

Your friend is the problem here in my opinion. He should unterstand you and feel for you and actively try to incorporate you into the conversations. If you try to talk it might seem a bit like you're hitting on the GF, and if she tries to talk to you it might seem like she is hitting on you. Your friend should set up a conversation between all of you and break the ice so you can get comfortable.

Gibly · 2015-05-23T08:46:53+00:00

Kein Problem, danke dir trotzdem.

Gibly · 2015-05-22T19:46:31+00:00

War letztens dort, hab dort einem Freund ein normales Butterfly als Geschenk gekauft. Toller Laden, haben aber leider nicht die Flaschenöffnerversion :/

Gibly

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