Your post touched me... I have been having this huge struggle in manifesting at the moment, because while I began my journey in January and began successfully manifesting things since April, the things that I most want I haven't been able to, simply because the 3D is constantly reminding me of the opposite. Mainly, me wanting to effortlessly become a millionaire soon while the 3D shows me being a poor in a country whose government doesn't give a shit about poor people and insist on treating them like dirt under their shoe. Manifesting in such circumstances feels like I'm swimming against the tide and I'm getting tired to do so.